Tuesday, August 31, 2010

fast foward time to hari raya plz?

Im bored at office, dang this is not what I signed for. To be paid rm800 a month and just sitting on the chair is not what I expected to be. However better cherished the moment while you can. Later if you been posting to client place and went back late, then I will start nagging non-stop. So, now bersyukur. Teehe. Raya is coming, cant wait for it. My brother said I will not getting my duit raya because Im already working. Eh a BIG helloo internship is not working okie? We are bunch of cheap labors.

Raya will not be the same as previous years. First, there is no more playing with bunga api. I pity some of the small cousins of mine; they don’t actually get to feel the joy of the real Hari Raya. I still remember my cousins and I spend half than our duit raya to buy bunga api. We even started comparing how much we bought bunga api. Second, my late brother Abg Rafiz is not going to be around for this raya and the upcoming ones. He always the one who cheered things up with the jokes and warmth smile. I still remember his favorite quotes whenever we back to kampong “segar tak sg rokam?”. Some of the years abh and mummy were not around on the raya morning till evening because they went to Istana Perak. SO, he was the one who took care of us. Bring us to all family relative’s house, replacing our parents task. He was the one who always fussy about food especially tok and opah’s cooking.”wuishh sedapnyr bau masak apa tuu?” When Abg Rafiz is no more in our reality, we still missing our other half. Erina. I still hoping that one day Erina can stay with us for hari raya to actually bring the memories of Abg Rafiz’s presence.
However it is hari raya. It should be the day to remember those people who have gone but also to enjoy the moments with the people who are still around.

So raya Im coming back to Ipoh. Cousins we gonna have a chitchat like we used to? Or we supposed to? Hehe. Gonna wear baju kurng cantik2, makan lemang banyak, visitin and going to all invited open house(well this a bit challenging haha!), wishin hari raya to all frens, collect duit raya, snap pictas and again to wear my cantekksss baju kurunggggg! Thanks mummy for buying all of my baju kurung.( I never actually choose on my own, my mom has pretty good taste of choosing kain)

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Perut bunyi bunyi dah.

This is a long post. I'm bored so i write a lot so please dont bother to read this. hehe.

I lost count today is how many days already we’d been fasting. I’m not sure my lost weight is an issue right now but I bet yes I lost few kgs for the past 2 weeks. I didn’t wake up for sahur especially on weekday. This year ramadhan is different from the previous years as this is my first time working in the fasting month. It was bit tiring la because we have to wake up super-early, to face the traffic jam, sit in the office whole day long whereby most of my seniors went to lunch and the best part we went back early at 5pm. However to be compared with utp interns from other companies, they went back at 4pm. Bapak awal glerrrrrrr. Still can manage to drop by at Bazaar Ramadan if only if I went back at 4pm, which never happened.

My first week of Ramadan was a bit challenging because I have job in client place in Bukit Jalil. There were 2-3 days where I have to go to office first then to bukit jalil or bukit jalil they went back again to office. The journey to the parking lot F is friggin tiring because they did not provide shuttle van at 12pm something. Parking at tpm was also far-walking distance. On the first week of Ramadan, I went back from work around 6pm and arrived at home at 7pm. Prolly it was the first week fasting that’s the reason I felt so tired but after few days later I pretty much get used to it. Now, I was already at the office for 2 weeks….doing nothing. I don’t know la how I suppose to feel. Sometimes I feel boring because I pretty much did nothing just sitting and looking at the laptop doing LLB (look like busy) and sometimes I feel lucky not to have work in client place during Ramadan. Well, we are the interns what do u expects us to do? We get less that half than the staff salary, so Im not going to sacrifice my energy and time. I pity some of the Malays seniors had to sacrifice their tarawikh because workloads and still stuck in the client place. Some of them even bukak puasa eating biscuit for few days. Thank god we have a policy here in PwC for not letting interns go back late than 5.30pm.

Most of my family relatives did not really know what PwC is. PwC? They never heard of it, PWTC pernah laaa. Heheee well I don’t blame them because they are not from financial background. However if u do from financial background and still didn’t know what PwC is then go back to your foundation year. Even I didn’t know what PwC is in my younger days. Then, when most of my friends and of course my own sister are all keen to work in the Big 4 audit firm, starting from there I know what the Big 4 is. I never thought they will be taking Information Sytem (IS) student to work in an audit firm, but they do have several departments for IT auditor. In fact, they do take mechanical engineering student too for advisory department.

Haaaa I just bought new flat shoes, omg im so in love with my new flats. Although my brother said ur flats worth his one month salary as an engineer, still it is worth big splurge. I use my internship plus scholarship money. Kira titik peluh diri sendiri tau heheheeee. Lately, family had been discussed about my sister scholarship thingy almosy everyday. Sometimes annoyed me a liitle. Sorry emma I bet u r reading this, marah je laaa hari2 pown gado kan? Hehee. However, Im still hoping the best for you my braniac sis. Without you, sapa la aku hahaaa jiwang karat beb.Well I can’t imagined if u r leaving to London? Boring laaaa. If u r staying is a good news but if u r leaving still is a good news so I can go there visiting you.

Owh yeah I think I haven’t met my friend for few weeks already, I feel I have been isolated in the world of no-one. Should start planning from now onwards to bukak pose with them. Should meeup with my long-time fren, Beena.Tomorrow is public holiday, National Day. I plan to go out to mall to find sandal for my baju kurung raya. Wednesday, I have bukak puasa with PwC at J.W.W MAriot, I was a bit surprised even the interns get invited. On Thursday, bukak puasa with my pretty UTP girls. Friday, bukak puasa at Tropicana golf course. Next week shud bukak puse at IKEA with my 2 baboons. Well being as single u got to plan to bukak puasa with everyone hehe.

Perhaps now I should start looking because lately I got frequent questions such as “Are you attach?”. I thought my friend is asking about are you attached with any client job now. See, I was so dumb and blur. However to find a good quality guy is such finding a needle in a messy room. It’s okie to be single but it’s not okie to be single and desperate yikes. There few guys that I like but to go the stages where we need to go dating, the sms-phonecall call procedures is a bit tiring la, Can we just skip all that and starts a relationship? Haha it is not as easy like dat. I just watched he’s just not into you yesterday, for third time already. Indeed, I like that movie somehow it reflects what I see in life. Well, im 21 should not worried that much. 25, yes can start worry! Hahaa.

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Miracle happens everyday. noted.

Hey psst psst now Im practically in the office while blogging this. Today, finally Im at the office. I just went back from my client place in Technology Park Malaysia, Bukit Jalil. I have my engagement over there for 2 weeks. The place over there was depressed! Haha no la kiddin je. It was just plain okie. I tried my best not to complaint everything about my work because I have to appreciate whatever I gained here kan? Then, I also had my 2 days training at Sheraton Imperial with the other colleagues in my department.

Now, Im free at the office. I gained back my freedom, uncaged from the work locks.

I just had a chit-chat session during my lunch break with our colleagues, Qurra And Jess. That’s one thing about me for sure most of my closest friends would know. I tend to get blushing very quickly whenever people talk about the guy I liked. Seriouslyyy! Not that I’m shy or cover cun, but im just out of words to counter back heheee. My face would get red; I would stop talking and all way long tersengih sengih mcm nak kene sepak je. Haha! I think I have to get rid of it, bad habit! =P I guess Im not good in hiding emotion kan? People would always noticed that espcially when the guy is too cute, dang!

Today, Im a bit motivated! Im thankful for everything now, not to be complaint.
God always have reason for all things popped out in ur life.
Being able to sitting here looking at the laptop and breathing, is miracle. =D

Friday, August 6, 2010

Cuci cuci.

I realized I was never born to be a theatre person. To be acting on stage is a way further what I imagined but even a theatre audience I was not even qualified as a candidate. haha!

I slept on theatre twice already! The first time I watched theatre was a a year ago in London, the Billy Eliot show. The show was jaw-dropping and astonishing! Perfecttttttto.................. only for 5 minutes by my judging la because the next 3 hours later I was fully slept hahahahahahaha. Tido kaw kaw lak tuuuu siap bole wat winter trenchcoat jadi bantal pelok hehe. Then, the when I opened my eyes tadaaaaaa I saw people clapping already for the ending. dang shitttt I miss the whole thing!

Yesterday, it was only my 2nd time I watched theatre, the cuci cuci musical 2. The show was okie laaaaaaaa, hillarious. Nabil, Awie, Hans, Aflin 2 thumbs guys for non-stop laughing and u guys sang pretty good too.
And I almost slept too yesterday, almost laaaaa. Ngeh ngeh ngeh.
Ye laaa it was bit draggy and it starts at 8.30 and finished at 12.30 and I have to go to work the next morning. There was a few unnecessary scenes that made me yawn few times. Cut if off la!

I know what next time to keep me awake watching theatre is to bring kuaci, betol tak jijah? =P

Seat terbaikkk.

Monday, August 2, 2010

Panjat Broga sampai pancit.

Yeah, I managed to go untill the fourth peak of Broga Hill........ sampai seluar ter-koyak!
HAHAHAHAHAH sumpah I did not realized untill Emma told me when we were having bfast at mamak's. Shitt it must happened when I few times accidentally fell to the ground and zrappppppppppppppppppppp....opssy a hole in my pants. embarassing kannnn?
well what the heck Im not goin to see most of the people over there again, NEVER!
jgn tag facebook hahaha. =P

And yes Im half-dead halfway to the uphill of Broga. Pancit kotttttttttttt. Yela imagined the last time I exercised was 3 years back ago. (zaman rajin maen squash tiap hari kt utp). Now, my time is all dedicated to food! So, a girl who have no exersice at all which is super not-fit is going to 400 meter hill? Yes, pancit jawapan nyer.
However, whatever it is la kann with a strong will and determination (eceh poyo), I managed to get thru till the peak.  A bit frustrated because did not managed to arirve there before sunrise because a bit sesat on the road haha. Still, it was breathtaking! =D

kaco dowh org blakang tu tolak kang.

hehehehe (evil laugh)

so long broga!

Audi Rafie

Audi Rafie Bin Rashidi Elmi, I should said a big welcome to the family our baby boy!
My brother and my sis-in law just had a baby-boy last 2 weeks ago and alhamdullilah he is perfectly healthy. There is nothing more for the parents and the rest of the family could ask for. So, now I have one nephew to call me MakSu.

Serious I cant wait for Audi to turn around 3-4 months years old because Im sure that time is the best period to play with. For now, Audi kinda bit of sleepholic haha! yelaaaa baru beberapa hari kottt not even one month, all he knows is sleep, breastfeed, cry and then sleep again, Tunggu laaaa dah 3-4 bulan, mmg terbaikkkkk! I still remember when Im in charged to babysit Erina when she was still 4-5 months years old when her parents were working and Opah dier was not around at home, yes I am the one who took care of her! garang kottttt erina takot heheeee tapi garang manja. =P

Audi I love You, such an adorable creation of God!
Here few pictures from Majlis Cukur Jambul and Aqiqah Audi Rafie.

Yes, im the proud auntie. =)

potong rambut audit ciputtt je okie?

family picture time! =D

the handsome boy!