Thursday, November 5, 2009

Rock My World

After I spend a long time reading my previous blog posts, ( see ella so syok sendiri reading her own blog!), I have just realized one thing. Oh my friggin goat (omfg!) ive been talking again and again and again about my hectic life of tests and assignments and projects and so on. I’m sorry I’ve been too busy coping up with studies till I didn’t noticed that I had actually annoyed the ears of listening and the eyes of reading my blog. Sorryyyyyy, I know it is not necessary to apologize here. However, face the fact miss ella everyone is busy too. So, sorry again guys.

So, now I shall better switch topic.

Just to tell ya about how life works to me. I am pretty happy with where I am now. I’m not complaining with all the flaws in my life, God knows what the best is for me. I know sometimes thing just don’t work out as u expected, but thing just happened for a reason, god knows. So friends, if you are not meant to be with who-who or what-what, just let it be. It is the opportunity to see the world and people and experience. Seriously, the place n situation where I stand now is what I achieved so far. Let all people say what they want or let all people have that kind of life, for me I’m happy.
I am so happy like a kid looking at the rainbow for the first time, heeeee.


So now I shall do what I want (in the 5 years time).
1.) Go Europe backpacking trip. TICK
2.) Go dance and shake ur booty botty in the heavy rain.
3.) Approach a random hot guy at the mall and never plan to see him again. (social suicide kot)
4.) Bungee jumping, I always want to do this but I dun think Mummy allowed to do so.
5.) Pegi Bali, again. I like!
6.) Conduct my own photo shoot and actually learnt how to use slr camera.
7.) Hold a snake.
8.) Graduating from utp and throwing the graduation hat with my peeps.
9.) Roadtrip with frens to Malacca. TICK
10.) Nak tgk Zee Avi perform live.

11.) Be the coolest keyboardist ever,







Good luck to all Techies for the final exam next week.
All the best sayangness, only for the techies. Budak engineering x mo wish haha. =P

Tuesday, November 3, 2009

Too scared to talk, too nervous to focus.

I have 15 minutes rest now, I find a time to blog for a while.

3pm - System Analysis Design Project Presentation
4pm - Business System Development Project Presentation
5pm - Business Statictics Test

Im shivering and Im scared of screwing up everything. I dun know what else to think now.
God, give me faith and friends lend me all ur luck for a while just for this evening.
I cant wait to get this over and settled up everything by tonight so i shall start my studweek in calm and peaceful.

Dr Fadzil puh-lease dont let us feeling down, devastated and useless because we need motivation for our final exam next week.

Okie i'm out for our final meeting before presentation. wish us luck! Insyallah.

Monday, November 2, 2009

silent mode.

Suddenly something has happened to me
As I was having my cup of tea
Suddenly I was feeling depressed
I was utterly and totally stressed
Do you know you made me cry
Do you know you made me die
And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see
And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt

It is a lovely thing that we have
It is a lovely thing that we
It is a lovely thing, the animal
The animal instinct


So take my hands and come with me
We will change reality
So take my hands and we will pray
They won't take you away
They will never make me cry, no
They will never make me die
And the thing that gets to me
Is you'll never really see
And the thing that freaks me out
Is I'll always be in doubt

-animal instinct by The Cranberries


oh yeahh i need to chop chop my hair, nak colour merah laa mcm paramore sket! haha

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Exam brings out the monster in you

hey missy, dah guna dapur bersih la balik, tinggal tunggang langgang mcm tue je.
Hellooo perempuan perempuan( im trying to use my most polite words here), my temper has a limit but this time it is boiling point.
*&%$#@!!!*^! shitto fuck!
If you are readin this clean up the mess.
Thank you.

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Puas hati.

Yeah I managed to get through 3 tests straight in 3 days time.
Data and Communication Networking, Principles of Marketing and Small Business Entpreneurship. Phewww, now im exhausted and I need a longgggggg extra long time of sleep.
Still, I have a lab test tomorrow's morning for my Business System Development.
And I have to prepare for my System Analysis Design test and Business Statictics.
Why I am rajin enough to type this long full name of subjects?
I am going to be Nerd all the way till 24th. Remind myself, accomplishment is priority now!





Eli had just tagged this pic in facebook, this was when we were still in foundation 1st sem!
kami lah group hik hok yg cool yg akan wat collobration ngan kanya west. weyhh i miss this!




oh yeah i have just online chat with my cousin just now. "bf ella study country mana pulak?" hehe i guess it is a trend to have a bf studying overseas kot. hehe sorry cousin, ella here is single and happy. =)

Well, Im hungry and out for pasar malam.
oh yeah tomorrow get train to catch.
I miss my kuda merah car already.
Till then people, I love you!

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

boredom attack!

How do you tell or how to give a sign?
playing with your hair or play laughing even it is not funny or be bubbly as you can.
goshh im sucks at it!

"u guys must know what im talking bout aite hahahaha"



In the mean time,
I browsed thru my hp pictures, and I found this and decided to upload in here, saja suka suki. the point is to dedicated to emma and she prolly would be saying " eh hot la aku dalam pic ni
" HAHAHAHAH

weyh kakak good luck on ur final!

I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you till you love me.

Was I supposed to read and study for my tomorrow test? haaaa mampos malas gler #@$%^&*!!!.
Can't get rid of of this lazy ass haha. When I am not in da mood of study, well there is nothing on earth can forced me when im in the Malas zone. Not a single thing.
I am online-ing up to 2 hours already till now, and Im still stuck on my headphone listening to the veronicas old album, face stuck infront of the laptop, and eating chipsmore.
Puh-leaseeee give me back da study-mooddddddd, I need it so bad!

Ive been on to everyone's blog already i guess, every pictures on the facebook and every gossip i have read. Oh now I realized i am actually a pretty good stalker you know, if u need my help from the expert just call me at 012-tekan tekan x dapat. goshhh i should get a lifee, loser with a capital L. hahaha.

Buku dah lama kata atas meja, i am scared to open it coz i know there are going to be hundres of pages to be read, ya ampunnnnn malas nyer ko nie ella, apa nak jadii ingat la weyhhhh.
I need a motivation!!
Now I start to nagging at my own blog, if you are reading this I still cant figure it out why you guys are so kind to read all my nonsense crap talk even I start getting annoyed when listening to myself.

Oh yeah esok ade general election for the MPP UTP president. Sapa la saya nak vote? Undi itu rahsia, but I have already one in my mind. And the person is my friend too! I dun mind everyone to be the president, whoever running for it, let it be sapa sapa pun janji ko x kaco hidup aku sudeyhh. When the MPP starts to ruin my care-free life here at utp and starts doing stupid stuffs like banning such things, then I pissed off and starts to run a campaign "I hate MPP UTP". So good luck everyone candidates! majulah sukan untuk negara, haha ngengggg dah datang dah. abislah roomate kene melayan perempuan gila malam nie. =p

one last thing.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST MUMMY! I LOVE YOUU MUAHHH MUAHH!