Saturday, December 20, 2008

double S, sister vs skinny.

I give my dearest sympathy to my sister emma. Now, all of her daily life is narrowly devoted to her internship-job. Work, work and work. Chill out girl it is just an internship kan kan?
Tiring, she went out from the house around 6.30am and went back to home around 9pm.(the last one to have dinner) kecian kan?
All we got to see a tired face while I was the one at home live every day life to the fullest and come on lets partayyyyy haha! She even got jealous.
Look Face the fact I am on my holiday-break u know it so hard for utp-student to have a long break from the very isolated place. Of course, I cherish every single minutes I have now. But hey everyone will face the internship? I will be too soon but not that soon hehe.

Zuraida Elma bt Zulkefli, the one and only sister I have in the family. She is 2 years older than I am but yes I know I know la kan yadda yadda every single person on this earth or it could be from the another planet is going to say
“oh ella you look like an older sister than emma” or "eh adik lg besar dr kakak".
Hmm, I take that as a compliment.(I said it to make me feel better-not). We might look totally different. What I meant is very very different from head to toe. But the funny is some people said we are twins. I dunno where the heck that we look-alike?

(any resemblance?)

Well, it could be the fact that we are the only two in the million who are sngt kuruih. We obtained so many hurtful nicknames from we were kids actually.

Kurus kering, keding, papan, kaki kurus kene kejar anjing, skeleton, kepala besar n bdn kecil look like a lollipop, "ko x makan ke?" and many more that we did not even bothered to know.

One thing about my sister she is very good at defending herself. She even fire-back to people that teased her and yes she won without hesitation! Well it was easier for her since she is the girl who has everything, the look and the brain and some powerful influence way back in highschool. If for my case, i rather keep my mouth shut.

I just don’t get it why people kept going teased about how skinny we look. from highschool untill the university life. Did they suffer if we are skinny while they are not? Ntah la maybe people always feel insecure about themselves and that might be the reason they acted that way. How did I get my revenge? It feels good just to hit the mean people back at just looking back how the way they look. I am so sorry if you look that way.

I am no trying to be the gred A-biatch. if you are in my case, u know how cruel life can be. why can't girls just play nice? bitching, backstabbing, lying and cheating are a whole new life for girls....most of them. Competition between girls is nothing new, in fact in many situations it's considered healthy, but if the need to compete with friends see you acting like blair waldorf, this is clearly not a good thing. this form of jealousy can then lead to unnecessary form of bullying or all designed to hurt and designed to hurt and undermine other girls.
have your friend ever broken your trust and started a rumour
about you?

ntahh laa dah byk kali kene sampai i dun care anymore. the worst is the competition is just not limited to friends, it is also occurs in your own family blood. uh-uh not between me and my sister. i think you know who and another who you are. since we were small, every single aspect of life must be taken as consideration for"who is better?".
gosh, it was so unhealthy! because it is definetly ruined our relationship and it is getting worst NOW. we rarely speak each other and deleting from myspace or facebook is a common thing to do. i want to fix thing between us but it did not work out and i think it is not going to happen...for the time being. i just fell upset for our and their parents to look at their daughters acted with each other. :(

all i can say is loose the inner bitch and just play plain nice. it is time to change the streotype, girls!

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

topic of the day.

rehab by rihanna videoclip is so jaw-dropping hot!

it is beyond the hotness i should said. do you know what is the exactly reason? blame justin timberlake! because the super-fine justin timberlake is in the video as the co-star. i don't know what-the-heck-reason why he is in the video. it is either to make jesicca biel jealous or to show the world he is a lot hotter than the bf-chris brown, but all i know the video is incredibly hot hot heat.
now all of you know how obssesed i am with "cute-hot-used to be boyband crown-ex britney-talented singer" JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE! maryy me please?

i just miss them being together like how i miss you. :(

a big size 10 shoe.

p.s: oh yeah before i forget one thing, oh rasa puas hati gumbira sangat sangat tengok president bush kene baling kasut. unfortunately, danggg kasut tu x kene muka dier laaa how i i wish to see a size 10 shoe hit his friggin pathetic face. did u guys see how he reacted? he looked like keannu reeves in the matrix movie at the slow-motion shot haha. it cranked me up!

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

my bestfriend is a guygirl.

ignore the tittle.
since my bestfriend, fahizah keep calling me i am a guy, so it reflects back to her/him that she is actually a guygirl. brotherhood for life!

u know what? i just love surprise especially when it comes to surprise birthday party in advance!
kickin the birthday girl ass off is what i've been dreamt of for all this while haha. that's what u get fieza!

happy 19th birthday in advance cik abg fahizah haha!
13th dec 2008.

happy ageing fieza!

we found a perfect birthday card for you...comes with a song tau!

just hoping the security guard did not report to the policemen.

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

bali i love you!

oh i just love beach sangat sangat more than anything else!
for all this time i've been travelling all around the world, bali is the best vacation i ever had since my love for water sports is bigger than shopping i think? wow suprising.

oh the sand, the sunset, the water, the seafood, the watersports, the villa, the body spa, the jetski, the banana boat, the flying fish, the parasailing, the snorkelling, the super-friendly people in bali! i cannot express in word how much i enjoy my precious moment in bali. how i wish utp is near to bali? haha as if.

oh bali, i am missing you already. definetly, i will be coming back to bali soon enough.