hello peeps oh i love youuuuuu anyone who is reading my blog because it is either u show some love yawwwwww or u r just a plain stalker? haha no la i appreciated it a lot if u reading mine cz don't worry i might read yours too. today is wednesday and i'm listening to 7 things by miley cyrus. i'm obssesed with this song and i kept listening to it more than 10 times a day!!
in a car, 7 things. in toilet, 7 things. in class, 7 things.
everywhere and everytime the song is stuck on my head! (dan juga lagu celcom yg "because is freeeeeeeeeeeeeeee".) yeeah i know the song is more for the kids who are still have a crush on backstreet boys or nysnc ke( well i still do now-boybands rocks my sandall!) entah la kenapa lagu 7 THINGS konon nyer hebat bagi ella. because the lyrics? partially.
oh yesterday i went for MOB lecture. (management organizational behaviour). the subject is so cool even the lecturer Mr Allen is a way coolerrrrrrrr and he often said "is it cool right?"
uh-uh tronoh is super-duper hot.( sounds like someone blog kan kan?) . the lecturer is from canada but he's been staying here more than 10 years already and married to malaysian. he was pretty adapt to the culture in Malaysia and he is indeed a very very nice person.
talking about last lecture, we have learnt about MASLOW'S HIERARCHY OF NEEDS.
interesting bukan kawan-kawan?
PHYSIOLOGICAL NEEDS- first thing popped out my mind is foodddddd. when we hungry, we eat. when we eat, we full erkkkk kenyang. when we kenyang, we feel good. when we feel good, we happy! like people always said we are what we eat. i am more to "hidup untuk makan".
terok bukan? yes i am very super-skinny but my desire for food is so big even the big-mac looks like a piece of kuaci. (amboi amboi tu melampau).
there was dis one time a chinese sales girl asked "ish ish manyak kurus la x makan ke?"
i was okie with whatsoever she said(dah imune) but then my mom was pissed-off.
my mom replied" if x makan, mati laaa".
gulp, tertelan air liur salesgirl tu.( dier agak berbadan besar)
i have a huge apetite so if u r asking for a date, bw la tempat-tempat yg sedap n murah. i don't like fancy restaurant, maple cukupp.
SAFETY NEEDS- It is about security and proctection. talking about security, ingat pulak pakcik-makcik guard UTP yg suke sngt saman kete kuda-merah ella. they summoned me twice already and psst pstt i have not pay any single reciept yet. first when i was still in foundation 1st sem and the second one was during this sem for parking at the yellow box at v3. blame v3 for having less space to park. kene park kat tepi2 tu mcm nak gi kenduri kawen lak. hehehe can i wait to pay the summon till i graduated? terok betol ella nie. the reason they did maybe because to make us feel safe n proctected ye ke? but pakcik makcik guard are still my unsung heroes!
without them, we don't have all the safety needs in utp.
SOCIAL NEEDS- Okis this is the most interesting part for everyone. we desprately need this one. if not, we will be living in despair. living in the another side of world. lost in crowd. oh i can't imagined for not having friends at all. eventho i don't have too many friends since i'm not the loveable type that everyone wnats to make friends with, atleast we need to rely on some people to cope with life.
ella nie sebenarnyer ramai orang x suke which i dunno why, cuma takot kene tikam belakang je sbb dah selalu sngt kenee. L.O.V.E is a very strong word. yes we need to be loved and has the sense of belonging. hope you yes you will understand what i want alrite?
ESTEEM NEED- i have a very low low of self-esteem trust me i don't lie. i dont like to walk in the middle of cafe when all the head turned on you. but the fact is i am so not the head-turner like other pretty girlss. i don't like to seek for attention.
if i dressed nicely or slightly konon2 dress-to-kill la to go out to the malls or any special events,
i nagged. " uishh x suka la pakai baju nie, nampak pelik nanti org tengok je"
my bro replied" ko nie ella perasan org tgk ko jeeee, xde eh"
i said" bukan tu la ngok, x suka seek for attention"
to make things even difficult, having a super-hot sister. don't get it wrong, i love my sisterrrrrrr.
she is the only one who understand how weird i am as a person. she's pretty, she's intelligent one in the family(9a's for spm), she's nice person( slalu nyer menang award for loveable person) and she even look younger than me hehe. she is everything i am not.
when people start to compare, well self-esteem turun dgn mendadak laaaa. masalahnyer emma nie pon having the same problem jugak- super low self esteem!
it could be the genetics kot.
SELF-ACTUALISATION. this is something to do inside your soul. Mr Allen said it is a feeling that comes when we reach the certain level to become the best possible person u can be. okie this is i don't understand what-the fish he was talking bout. it could be the reason at that time it was already 6.00pm (bazaar dah menunguuuu) or it could be i do not achieved the self-actualisation yet? yes i agreed.
it was fun to learn MOB espcially when you were tired of seeing the numbers calculation or the codes we have to program, learning MOB is one life-therapy that helps you to cool-down ur stress u had for learning other the difficult subjects. kepada budak engineering utp, amik la subject nie if u have lack of credit hours. i bet braniac people like u guys don't have a problem scoring on MOB!