Stay in heart.

"if i died tonight how many people would care?
how many people would know?
how many people would moan and wish they had me back?
how many people wished they would love me more?
how many people wished they would love me less?"

I always scared to deal with death.
But now I know how it feels to lost someone you love.
I have encoutered once and it left such a big hole now.
Recover, never.
Moving on with life, yes.

I miss you Arwah Abg Pis, it is like every each day Im waiting for you to come home.