how to be rich.

A very wise person once said “ Money makes you wealthy. Friends make you rich.”

And take it from me, enriching relationships with friends, and being open to making new ones will bring you much more joy and satisfaction than a wallet full of cash.

I still remember that new branded handbag I begged my mum to buy for me last year.

Chances are it’s now sitting at the bottom of my wardrobe, because the thrill of having it wore off only about 1 month after I bought it.

But friends have the ability to keep changing and growing and supporting you.

Friends get better and better the longer you have them- do you material possessions do the same?”

I thank them for staying with me more than 7 years already, my childhood friends. Xde korang bole mati kot kebosanan. i love you guys.

Fieza,

you are the craziest person I ever know in my life. Who else is goin to burppp in front of my face and who else is going to eat tissues just because you are bored? My half-part of the silly wacky sense of humor comes from you babe.

Illi,

you are the sweetest girl I ever know in my life. But you always have the wild side of you. Add it up with ur cute lil bit of blurr-ness persinality. You are the good listener and a loyal supporter of your friends happiness. A perfect shoulder to cry on.

Kyrie,

you the the most creative person I ever know in my life. Your creativeness of ur imagination makes you unique, eh silap, a very extremely unique person. Jokes and laugh are the perfect match for you. Thanks for staying as my best friend eventhough we rarely meet.

I love u guys to bits, like no other.

i am having a really bad flu.

My eyes are red and my nose is running out of tissue already,

wipe out puh-leaseee.

12.28 am in my room.

i know talkin about transformer is lil bit of last season, there is just one thing to confess here. i just dont get it why people keep going sayin da reason they watched transformer is because of megan fox?
gosh guys are so transparent!
yerp admit she's hot but i think kristin stewart is a lot way hotter than megan fox.
i'm a girl and i have a crush on her, you are so pretty babe.
i'm melting. *falls off from chair*
haha but still i'm straight.

i love my new laptop and hp.
they are my bank of happiness now.
finally, i got rid of those old items.
thank you mom and dad, and petronas.
=)

point of view.

love is the most stupid thing on earth, love exists to remind us of our weak condition, love is outrageous, love has no reason, has no motifs, love is blind, bitter and armful. Love is a serial killer. love, that has killed so many hearts, is killing mine too, should be arrested and placed in a prison.

I am the girl you never want to know.

I am not your ordinary girl. I am weird and sometimes I am scarred people off.

I speak too loud all of sudden. I even changed my voice to a very weird-cartoon sound and I do not realized until my friend told me so.

I tend to speak tunggang terbalik. Not even speaking, even chatting at ym.

I have a super low self esteem and I dun want to go out from da house just because for the sake sometimes I feel very ugly.

I wear braces when I was 12 years old but then I never wore my retainer after I opened my braces. I mean never. So, my teeth get ugly back. Now, I begged my mum to bring me to dentist for a 2nd braces.

I have this same plain long sleeve t-shirts I bought in New York which in 6 different colours.
Red, dark red, blue, purple, white, and black.

I like watching drama melayu at tv1 and I laughed my ass off even though the drama is not even a comedy. Yg zaman 90-an lagi bestt.

I hate replying sms. It takes few hours and sometimes a day to reply one sms. But I get mad when people not replying my msg. And I rare return people call.

I don’t cook, but I will insyallah.

When I talk and make jokes with my sister, nobody will ever understand. Only us two.

My evil brothers and sister teased me I am a boy so sometimes it is already stuck at my mind. To make them satisfied, I said “ye la, I’m a boy. Mummy mmg ada 5 anak laki punn”.

I think the perfect guy would have an incredibly witty sense of humour, like, very sarcastic. I love sarcasm and self-depreciating humor. I think whoever I end up with will have to have a great appreciation of music. He doesn’t have to be musician, just someone who loves music as much as I do.

so still want to be-friend with me? sila sila jemput and be ready of akwardness.

We never know what we gonna get.

have you ever think how ur future will be like?
if only i have the super power like hiro nakamura in the heroes series, i will teleport over time and see myself in the next 10 years. however, it is quite scary to know how your own future will be like aite?
because every actions that you do now, you already know what the consenquences is.
so there is no more effort left to do since you already know everything bout da future.

life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what you gonna get.
well, life should be dat way, full of suprises.

Now, i will be the 2nd year 1st sem student. i might have 3 years left in my degree. before i graduated, i should get at least one deanlist, finish up my intern in one of the top company in kl, perform one more time at euphonious and manage to plan my own roadtrip with my friends.
This is my short-term plan, which insyallah i could be achieved it in 2 years time.

After i graduated, i want to continue my studies. I really want to do ACCA to futher my studies. I know it might takes more time and money, but insyallah i very determined in it. tgk la dulu mcmana, abis kan degree dulu.
This is my long-term plan which is realistic and can be achieved.

life is a brief candle.

hehe still remember this phrase we learnt in our english literature wayback in form 3 if im not mistaken. okie again, life is a brief candle. who know when our time will come? do i have enough time to achieved my long-term plan or even my short-term plan? All is in God's hand. Semuanyer ketentuan illahi. i mean death, we never know when we are going to say goodbye to the world. unless u plan ur own suicide, then left a suicide note like kurt kobain. he commited suicide because there is nothing left in his life since everything has been achieved kan? i think so laaa by wacthing THS at E!.

so there is so many things i want to do before i'm dead. A LOT.

We never know when is our time just like what happened to Michael Jackson, it was shocking kan?

To MJ, You Are Not Alone.

At first it was so weird of me because i was so so sad about MJ is dead. I mean sedih yg kaw kaw nie tauuu. I guess he gave a big impact in our childhood life and you are a legend, man.

About his religion, either he is a muslim or not is still a big question kan? We wait n see.

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boom boom pow.

oh heloooo peeps, im back babeyhhhhh!



i closed my blog for a while due to certain circumstances. i managed to pull off a big issue in this so-called-controversial blog, as if haha.
ive been thru the ups n down of life, riding a rollercoaster is a joyride for me.
consequently, i have no problem with people who r "sangat" open-minded about their feelings and talk about it in my blog. you are welcomed to do so, sila sila. im chill with it right? so bak mai datang.

i gained 3kg coz i eat and eat and eat like there is never tomorrow.
holiday sem-break has offer a good bfast, lunch, teabreak, dinner n supper! imagined i have more than 5 meals in a day?

an apple a day keeps the doctor away but how about 5 meals keep the doctor coming on the way?

hahaha.
unfortunately, i lost 4 kg back when i went back home from jakarta due to food-poisoning, shit oh shit! I was so weak till i have no energy left bcoz i vomitted non-stop ala yg mcm ella slalu kene tuuu. I tend to get used to it even the doctor said da same thing all over again. i already memerized the script, "perut nie kosong mcm tin kosong, kene makan"
ye doc, i will i will. but the doctor had said before this, my antibody is in low rate.

dear antibody,

can u please be nice to my body? i need to keep myself healthy.

from,
the-frequent- fall-sick girl

yeahhhh, my room is fully-done after almost 2 months been renovated! so helloooo new wardrobe i like itttt my boom boom powww! finally i get to sleep on the real bed coz from the first day i went back from utp for my sem break, ive been sleeping merempat mcm homeless di rumah sendiri. tido atas toto kt depan tv for a months. sedih bler tgk diri sendiri tidooo but now, not anymoreeeee.
now, im sleep like a queennn.....with snoring haha.