up close and personal with ella elma

Heylo im back.

2011-03-05T08:42:00.000-08:00

The clock ticks 12.25 am already and I am still wide awake on the bed with my lappy. I just went back from Festival Colours of The World 2011 at Chancellor Hall. It is an event where all the dances and performing arts performed together at one stage. The event was okie and went on smooth sailing but i think it had lack of the ‘ummph’ effect which i also cannot figure it out what it was. But still congrats for all the dancers and truly respect to the committee of Fesco.

Yang terbaik is performance from university wailak ,Thailand and Universitas gajah mada Indonesia (dangggg i cannot remember da name of university). Salute laaaaaaa terbaik la! Wat ella rasa cam nk ketuk ketuk lantai gak time the Indonesian dancers performed, the moves was a bit akward but truly unique. Something I have never watched before. =D

I think so far this is the longest period I hadn’t wrote anything for the blog. The last time i wrote was about my last day for my internship.

And now i’m FINAL YEAR STUDENT already. Bak kata org akak senior lagi tuuuuuuuuuuuuu. Well xde la rasa akak senior mana pown. Dah la I didn’t get to see any familiar faces anymore sume muka junior skema jeeeeeee and I also think they didn’t recognized me as akak senior alsoooooo. Ye la muka jarang commercialized kt simpang2 utp. Muka pegi event tak, muka comitee event tak. Muka lepak mamak tak. Muka balik KL ye! Haha. Worst to worst pown most of them would say “oh budak bawak swift merah tu”. I think my car is more famous than me. =P

But this semester pat at the back missy because i went back once at 3 weeks. Because of the workloads!! Imagine i have my final year project (where we have to come out with a system that contains all the tedious coding programming) and also technopreneurship team project(where we have to come out with a product to sell together with a powerful business plan) and and and also with 21 credits hours by taking financial management as my minor. Giloooooooooooooo kan? Rasa dah bole pengsan skang tapi masih mampu bertahan.

I think i gonna stop writing now. Tulis panjang panjang pown baca x best kan? So I will update later in other post. There are so many to tellllllllllllllllllllllllllll and im pretty excited for this semester.

Okie see yaaaaa.

Everyday is a new learning experience to look forward to

2011-01-13T07:51:00.000-08:00

I cant believe tomorrow is my last day as an intern in PricewaterhouseCoopers. It feels too fast that I have already went through a lot for 7 months here. Pat at the back missy!

The thing is Im gonna miss everything here, it is such a kick-ass awesome moments!
Here are a few from many things that im gonna miss:-

I went all the way to Kepong with joosze to visit Meter Examiner Room for the main electricity supplier in Malaysia. We were like is this how kepong like? HaHa.We also have a free lunch kari kepala ikan the best in Kepong, a treat by our clients. I also went teman her to Amcorp Mall to buy necklace for her bff wedding. Such a good time eating jambu everyday at the international tobacco company at Technology Park Malaysia at Bukit jalil with hanyin and listening to 'i want nobody but you' by wondergirls everyday at clients, we put on loudspeaker haha.
We actually went to Selangor Terf Club. U know what it is? Kelab Lumba Kuda Selangor. Hehe jakun glerrrr we were so excited we never watch any lumba kuda match. Wa cakap sama luu tempat dier lawa. Andrew also is being so cute with da gps, haha!
All those crazy tiring moments at the Telco company. Whenever me, qurra n one of the team pass by menara rebung, we went "erghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh tidakkkk". Eventhough we were so far away from bangsar, we already can see 'bangunan itu di sebalik awan'. hahahahahha!
Good moments when the senior associates and manager were not around in the client's place. there goes our very super long lunch. We went to Midval ate the the spaghettis grill and also looking for iphone. I send my collegue to the lrt station and then we were tot we were chased by the police car because we were followed by police with a siren all da way from menara tm to bdr tasek selatan lrt station. haha!
all those funny moments esp having dinner at bangsar village and me thinkin of paying da bills with my atm card(which i tot is a credit card). I also miss da manager who always asked from me 'where is my royce chocolate?" and also always sayin that i go to work with a driver. hahahaa suka hati je. They also calling interns with funny name. Qurra jadi kura kura and elma jadi elmo. and it stucks till now.
Need to wear a hair cap when entering the warehousing and hot kitchen at airlines food provider in lcct. Then, fahmi asked us to follow to one of the biggest mosque in N.Sembilan to perform Asar and Maghrib prayers. Since I dont have any selendang or tudung to enter the Mosque compound, he asked me seriously to wear the hair cap. hahahahahahahahahahah sampai hati woooo. Naseb baik qurra bring along extra seledang. Goodtimes jalan2 around lcct and klia and cubaan nak curik engine kapal terbang konon. terbaek!
15th floor is the place to escape from the boss from givin us more works. Dah la byk auditor yg muda n ensem at 15th floor. Trust me now i know why they call the place Haven because is heaven with good-looking auditors and free milo and 50sen apple juice. I miss it.
We actually did a montage presentation in front hundreds of intern and the chairmain of PwC, Datuk Johan Razlan. It was nerve-wracking! Dah la letak lagu yg happening gler hehe but we managed to pull it off even with senior manager from SPA actually attended and gave a credits. I also obtained a candygram from the partner. terharuuu beb intern dpt a special personally written card!
Whenever at the office, we like to play LLB. LLB stands for look like busy. hahahhaha. We also have a new postion which is 'the staff directory administrator'. Haha we stalk the pictures of every associates in PwC heheheheheheee. We also gonna miss Bubble Milk Tea at Sooka Sentral.
Im gonna miss a lot the laptop too! I've been using this lappy for everything and carrying around the 7kg laptop everywhere is giving me a bit of osteoprosis haha.

Tau tak dah rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu everything in PwC. Everyday is such a learning experince I looking foward. There is always a new story, a new jokes, a new experince with them whereaby I might not get this such experience from other company. This is the best and I wont mind go through it all over again.
Love lah PwC!

tomorrow is the last day and I dont expected much because now is the peak time for da audit. However, Im still gonna be very sad to leave all the good moments here.

Nice is a good word for you.

2010-12-28T06:04:00.000-08:00

It was nice when someone knew how terrible sometimes life is because the person is having the same thing too. The person texted what time u went back today just so then we can share how horrible our day was. It was nice when the person layan all the craps and kebudakan in-me. When I take a break from my work and sudden having the person to say hye and joined u ate muffin. Well it was pretty nice though. =D

Count on me

2010-12-26T03:55:00.000-08:00

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,
I'll be the light to guide you
Find out what we're made of
When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3
I'll be there
And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2
And you'll be there
Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah
If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song
beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will
remind you

Such a tiring 7 months but worth it!

2010-12-26T03:47:00.000-08:00

Last last Thursday was quite a day and I just have time to blog about it now.

I think I almost puke at the client's place and my head was so dizzy. Early morning, I went to the office then met with Senior Manager at Starbucks KL Sentral for a work discussion then when to Hilton hotel to pick up the auditor from PwC German and then when back to office again.

I have to assist auditor from PwC Germany who is so good looking and polite and mcm innocent pown ada ngeee. Cant resist his blue eyes, handsomenyaaaaaaaaaaa. I have to bring him and showed the office around, find a cable for him. He even came to my place to ask a favor where he can actually ask from other senior manager who just sat beside him but he walked all the way to my place. *meltinmeltin*

I think he knows la Im an intern because he asked“how long have u work in Pwc?”
I lying said “nearly 1 years”.
“Hmm means you graduated from university and then joined?” he asked.
I lying said again “Yes”.

Heheheeee.Okie enough of german guy story.

Then, from office i need to go to the client place at ara damansara. I have to walk under the rain without an umbrella on the way to my parking lot. Im in rushin kesian kan? Luckily, my senior manager lended his gps. If not, sesat ke mana ntah samapi ipoh pown bole jadi. Hehee. Thanks boss!

The work is so difficult this time, way different of what I have did before.It is way so financial for me! And im a bit slow laaaaaaaa sobsob.
Conclusion, the day was so stresseddddddddddddddd!

I feel like crying actually because I need to go all of this all by myself. Walking under the rain alone, driving to client place alone, working at the client place alone(later joined by senior).Well, that’s life as an auditor. And Im bravely said it here. Im might not be joining any audit firm in the future. It is such a good experiences but for a spoilt like me, haha it’s okie.

Well I fell much better now as few people in the firm started to appreciate my work, not everyone la. The partner of PwC sent me a candy gram with a note personally written sayin "Thanks for ur contribution, it is nice to have you on board ".My senior manager also said they look as me as a resource, not as just an intern.Lately my bonding with all the seniors also looked pretty good. =)

*winkwink* kembang bontot.

Im proud to choose PwC as my internship placement and there is no such regret!

Super daddy's girl.

2010-12-26T03:32:00.000-08:00

Last Saturday I went to the concert. Fuyoooooo concert so did i went jump and n down and been squished in the crowd? Haha well not dat kind of concert I went to. It was Erina's concert day and graduation day. See even 4 years old kid had graduated and when the heck will I be graduated? Ngeee next year amik kau pastu kene keje nooooo.

Erina was being superly awesome on the stage with not a single shy look. She was super confident and did not scared at all to see the crowd in front. She performed the endang dance from minangkabau. The stepdance was pretty difficult for a 4 years old. Imagned she was the only 4 years old to be in the group of 5 and 6 years old. She was the youngest and been given the trust to lead the show by introducing the group at the early show before they perform. It was like emcee laaaa. So adorableeee!

How proud of arwah daddy to see you turn out to be such an independent and intelligent girl. She was so brave and determined to make it perfect. You guys had to see how serious she practised? You cannot even laughed a bit at her if not she will make dat fierce face or angin dtg dier datang pukol you guys hehee. It means she so serious to make it work and success. See kid nowadays are so competitive, well I like it!

Well Im might sounds a bit over-excited auntie kan? However, it was so touched by heart to see Erina performed last Saturday. I feel like crying but managed to pretend macho
.
Erina you reminds us so much of your daddy, 100%! And I miss him more than anything.

Showing off her picture.

Me and mummy attended the concert.

Maksu is proud of you budak kecik.

I'll stay by your side.

2010-12-10T07:16:00.000-08:00

People will wonder why I’m still not attached with anyone now? Hmm that’s pretty much a big question to myself too. People would said jual mahal la, choosy la, perasan bagus ke. I think i’m not even close to that well that’s what I think la I dunno what else people will think about me. If I want to be in relationship, I like to be with someone who I trusts and we will be able to make each other smile without trying-so-hard, you know all those fake things the couple did which gonna lasts only for 4-5 months and fade away, Im not gonna fall for that. Let it be the chemistry naturally goes by its way. I’m not a person who just likes the idea of having boyfriend. Because you still can survive and live your life. I know some people complaint how miserable your life is. However, if you have your family to spend time with and your friends to do your crazy thing together, it would be simply awesome.

Well i know it sucks sometime, Im not gonna lie. But do u want to get ur heartbroken toward the end just the fact you cant stop chasing the idea of having boyfriend? Let the love find you, not you find for love. Unless you want something like one night stand, then go ahead, But if u want someone to stay longer with and even perhaps to grow older with(see how optimistic I am) like me, what can we do? Patiently wait and pray to Him.

Some people just born lucky to have the loyal companion without ever trying. However, I need no worries, I don’t have to be anxious. Well I admit it crossed my mind few times but I let myself to accept it and be calm.
Because I know Him has plan something better for each of us.
Only our love to Him gonna lasts forever and eternity.
There is no such thing as you're everything to me, except for Him. Only him.

So jom sumer nyanyi lagu "all the single ladies all the single ladies put ur hands up! Ooh ohh ohh ohhh" *Doing the Beyonce's sexy moves"*
=D =D =D

Cut out the blur geek.

2010-12-05T20:35:00.000-08:00

I always had a funny experience with my seniors in PwC. Is either they will think Im very blur and slow or funny. I think blur and slow will fits more me.

There was this one time we had dinner in Bangsar Village Centre after long working hours in Menara TM. We had a nice dinner with the manager and other associates. So, the restaurant was having 10% discount if we have the cimb credit card. So the manager asked us if any of us is having CIMB credit card which all us shook their head “No”. Then I thought I might have it and said “Which one eh the green or the red one? The green is the Islamic one and the red one is the common one”. Then they were like huh? Apa la budak nie merepek. They I started to show my ATM card. They were burst into laughing. Malu nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Yes, proven Im so blur and slow. Untill now, sometimes they still made joke of it. Huhu.

Then there is this one more story. My seniors were about to have lunch at one restaurant just behind the Victoria Station in Damansara. I was not going because I was going to have lunch with my friends. So I asked him “Are guys going to eat Victoria Secret or other place?” Then, he went laughed like no one business. Malunyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. Luckily, there was only one person who heard it. Then, the whole day we were talking about lingerie stuff. Victoria secret laaa, sloggi laaaa. We also interpreted the topic like we are auditing it. We should have mitigated control on this thing because blab la bla no exceptions on sloggi blalalalala. Nonsense glerrrr and until now he teased about it. Dang.

At suden's sister wedding at Dewan Sri Hendon, Putrajaya.

Nice wedding i should say. =)

Eduardo Saverin is so hot-nerd!

2010-12-04T08:05:00.000-08:00

Dear blog,
For the past few days I have no mood at all to blog. Ive opened my blog few times and attempted to write some thing but then it failed. I tried it again on the next day and click the new post, then I just looking at the laptop while my fingers hanging there waiting to write something. In the end, I failed again to blog.

Now, Im forcing my self to blog haha. Because I do love my blog and i dont want it to be left it alone like what I did to my tumblr. Ngeeee I decided to have my own tumblr but it only last long few days. so, I decided to only put my devoted on blog n fb.

Haaaaa talking about fb. I just watched The Social Networking. The story is about the facebook founder.Yerp, Im enjoyed watching the movies especially they have super-cute nerds! You guys know that how I cant resist cute nerds, so my boy-type. I think the story was more on one-side story. More on Eduardo's side(other co-founder who then had a feud with Mark) espcially the story adapted from the book "The Accidental Billionaire" where the story was given by Eduardo himself. That's why some people said it the movie was the-cold-revenge. So, the story potrays the bad side of Mark. However in the end we all knows the movie is about the super-genious-youngest-bilionaire, Mark. So no matter how they potrayed the villain Mark, he is the one who create Facebook.

Even the Mark said the movie was fiction. The girl Erica is not even exist in the real life as he is dating the same girl before he created facebook untill now. Hollywood will always be hollywood. They will for sure will not making movies if the story is only about bunch of teenagers do programming coding in their own dorm the popped out Facebook? Spice it up the stories will make the movie go box-office.
Tapi paling penting, Eduardo is so hot-nerds!!! Either the eduardo-in-the-movie or the real eduardo.
Harvard grad,economic background, good-nerd-looking, loyal-kind-hearted(as what potrayed in the movie la) and billionaire(haha), so what more a girl could ask? Heheheeeee nerd is so cool!

Owh yeah work is fun this week. Eventhough Im still working for my previous-not-so-excitin client, but the seniors are the best. We have our work discussed(konon) in Midvalley while looking for iphone and ipad heheheeeee. They are the younger senior so i should say they are still young at heart. So, you know how young people work? Fun! =D

Oh guys I have my braces on my teeth already ngeeeeee. It looks cute but it feels painful! Seriously it feels lke putting a needle inside your mouth while eating.I think the painful gonna fades away from day to day. If not, i will becoming more thin laa like this because I cant eat solid food. Dun want maaaaaaa.

November plz stay longer?

2010-11-28T06:25:00.000-08:00

Heylo dear peeps. November is gonna end soon in few days more and I just wish November can stay more longer? It's been a great month for me. Ive finally done my client engagement in Menara TM and started my 1 week engagement in Menara Maxis which just besides the KLCC. hoyeahhh hoyeahhhh klcc babeyhhhh!

oh yeah thanks for all da wishes for my 21st birthday! Dang im 21? Not too young but not too old too. It can be consider as 'Im not a girl not yet a woman' as in Britney's song la nieee ecewahhhhh. The celebration this year was simple and nice. However to be celebrated with the closest people made it a perfect birthday celebration.

1. Birthday celebration at home and family dinner at Johnnys.
2.Lunch treat and macarons from the PwC seniors.
3. Dinner ar Chilis with the lovely baboons.
4. Birthday lunch with bestie.

November is awesomeee!

To dearest sister.

2010-11-17T06:44:00.000-08:00

Dont go UK, =(

xmo weyh xmooo.

2010-11-17T06:37:00.000-08:00

5 reasons I dun want to go back to utp.

Fyp
The sticky eekyy sweating
9 months straight with only 1 week break dang!
Away from family
The laziness to go out to eat

5 reasons I want to go back t utp.

FRIENDS! FRIENDS! FRIENDS!
lepas rindu with roomate dulu and also having new roomate too!
Being the final year student which allowed us to do anything whatever we want. bole pegi kelas jalan dgn muka selamba sambil tgk kt dieorg "ek eleeee junior". =P
Download all the latest series and movies.
So bole abis settle everyhing as fast on Sept and chowww so long bye bye utp.

however to be frankly honest here, cons of goin back utp is definetly outweight the pros.
Xmo weyhh balik utp but this is what we called challenges accepted! so bak mai la utp, if i can stand 3 years in the land of tronoh, 9 more months wont do any harm to me kan?
Belasah bedal je sumer in 9 months to till end up Im the one who crying out loud dun want to leave utp.

as my sister said " weyh 2 more months you will be saying bye bye lala land."
serious dgr nak nangessss huarghhhhh. Yela now im definetly in my comfot zone. Ye la i dont need to think of tests, assignment, fyp. even the worst of working in audit with the tight deadlines and working till late hours but when you came back to home seing the familiar faces of homies, all dushh the stress gone away. I dun need to think of what food to eat, where to go on weekends, no need to send my laundries and few people I happy not to see. And all these i will be start thinking when i back to utp.

However, being able to hang out lepak lepak at my friends' room wathing horror movies, gossip with the girls, usha-ing the goodlooking junior(well no choice what kan? yg tinggal pown 1 sem head of seniors ala boringg), tgk sunrise pagi pagi pastu gi bfast on sunday, jusco and ipoh parade.

There will always be rainbow after the rains right?
UTP, i will be seeing you soon. =D

Im goin cwaaaaaazee.

2010-11-17T06:08:00.000-08:00

Strangers

thinks I'm quiet

My friends

think I'm friendly

My bestfriends and homies

know Im complely insanee!

*yo wassup man? foshizlee nizlee*

Productive hoyeahhh!

2010-11-09T04:32:00.000-08:00

Hoyeahhh hoyeahhh *moonwalk dance* today I’m being productive at work.

I’m proud of myself, pat at the back missy.
I’m mc on Monday so at first I thought Im going have a terrible day on the next day due to loads of work need to be done.
However, I managed to do it with whole-heartedly and with a happy face!

So the tips to be motivated? Take mc on Monday then you will be all geared up for the whole weekend. =D
Few things that keep me productive!

My tomel bottle.

Ipod.

My coach small purse, ready for lunch and snacks to buy.

Card Pelawat Telekom. Pelawat keeee?, dah 2 bulan berkampung kt telekom nie.

My vasco device, to keep me connected to office email.

Beg plastik dalam tu ada 3 donut besauuuuuu. (one for me and other two I bought for my seniors)

My senior gave opportuinity to me for handling the meeting with clients last week. This time around Im not just an intern who attend meeting without knowing whatever been discussed. I was the one who drove the meeting all the way because I was the only person who handles Technical Security Review for almost 40 server in all systems. I also been given credits by my seniors. =D
Then the client asked “Which one of you is the Unix expert?” *Gulp*.

Thank god the other senior covered up for me.

Last week I have the best kari kepala ikan bawah pokok at lucky garden. Ala just infront of the bangsar village. Like my senior said lucky garden is more old skool place to lepak so only the otai lepak there haha! Despite "cleanliness is not priority" kind of gerai, but serious kaw kaw sedap wa ckp sama luuuuu. I think the place dun even haf the name. "kedai yg mana?". "kari kepala ikan bawah pokok tuu".

Lawa x langit above? Keluar rumah gelap balik rumah pown gelap.

Seeing right through me.

2010-11-08T05:31:00.000-08:00

It's amazing how at one point in our lives we will be extremely close with someone and then later they will became a completely stranger. You will pass them without a word. Without a single aknowledging look. This person, who once knew you very well, who once knew you fears, your desires, your dreams, your pasts, is now walking right past you, seeing right through you.

In relationship with the people I love-lah

2010-11-08T04:53:00.000-08:00

Can I just quit my internship now? Im tired la and so malas to do my work. Because if u r an intern in audit firm, you really do work. I just want to cuti-cuti laaah in the end of my internship. Can you please stop giving work and just let me learnt and observe whatever u guys did. Heheheee mmg conpirm la bad review from pwc camnie ella oiiiiiii =P

These was last Thursday, after work I weeeeeeeeeeeeeee chow to The Curve and have the sweet escape with the girlfriends eh silapp boyfriends! If I were around them kedebushhh I turned into a 6-years old girl who just wanna have fun hoyeahhh hoyeahhh. I know sometimes we were driftin apart due to the location and yeahh im the only single in the group but nehhh what the heck I'm loving it if you have few people who love you back. Doesnt mean im saying Im not looking for the prince charming tau, I do just the right one do not fall from the sky yet ngeee.

What I like to do best

2010-10-28T23:32:00.000-07:00

I'm having short break now after lunch, so I will blogging for awhile. I just have my lunch with the most awesome peoplee ever and I love u guys so much for being such a kick-ass bestiee!

Eli, Sare, Mae and also for other two who yg dah berkurun tak jumpe Iylia and Nad.

Eli and Mae are working in Petronas at KLCC while Sara is working in Mercedez Benz at Menara TM. So, every alternate friday we will catch up to see other on lunch at KL Sentral since friday is consider long lunch. And me? While suppose that PwC office is only 5 minutes walk to KL Sentral but since this bloody hell(oppsy!) engagement with Telekom that already took almost 2 months, Ive not been to office for since raya. However the good thing is I ca take a train trip with sara, yeah! Well im sucks in taking any public transport esp lrt. There was this one time I suppose to swap my touvh n go card to pass thru the gate, so I swipe laah. Then, the screen said "Kad ada kehabisan baki", something like that la. I was like wtf i just top up rm100 at atm last week ago. Then, I checked it again it swiped my identification card, IC Card. bijak tak saya?

We have a lunch at Chicken Rice Shop today. I was so hungry as well as I need to go back early as Im scared my senior will ask "why take lunch so long?". So, when my food was on the table already and the rest were still not, so I told them Im going to eat first.
Then, eli said "Eh ella asal makan guna dua sudu?". And eli ckp agak clear untill the waiter pass by and noticed I ate with two spoons. And it was so obvious he tried to cover from lauhging, kurang asam boi betol nyer waiter. Maluuuuuuuuuu. Sekali lagi, bijak tak saya?

We always updating each other relationship. As two are single, while other two are not. So, the singles were considerin master student and they came out with options of the lab insructors we used to have on our lab? Oh Nooooooooooooooooooooooo, tidak seribu tahun pown tidak mungkin. Siap nanyer yg wangi ke yg busuk? Then, one of us said "bukan sume busuk ke?" hahahahahha kiddin je la.
On the way back on train with Sara, Ive been complaining about buncit. I hate it! So, we decided to call each other's tummy a name. Hahahahahahah. Nama dah mcm kucing! =P

Constant laughing, heart-to-heart talk and non-stop chewing food with them is so I love-lah!

Life has so much to offer.

2010-10-28T00:43:00.000-07:00

You know every morning before I start my work, I opened The Star Online as well as Yahoo Arcticle, and I read every single things. Guess what I found few days ago in Yahoo Article. Read this!

9 Signs you're happier than you think

Your emotional well-being isn’t just about your genes or the kind of home you were raised in. It turns out that some pretty interesting factors—backed by science—play a role in how joyful you feel:

You were a smiley student
Adults with the biggest grins in their college yearbook pictures were up to 5 times less likely to be divorced decades later than those who looked less happy, according to a new DePauw University study. A smiler’s positive disposition may attract other happy people or rub off on a spouse.
HALF TICK! =p

You have a sister
People with at least one female sibling report better social support, more optimism, and better coping abilities, according to a study presented at the British Psychological Society’s annual conference. Sisters appear to encourage communication and cohesion in families.

TICK! Can i double tick this? Ngeeee.

You're not glued to the TV
The happiest people spend 30% less time parked in front of the tube, according to a University of Maryland study that analyzed 34 years of data from more than 45,000 Americans. They’re more likely to spend time socializing, reading, or attending religious services—habits that are linked to better moods and health.

You keep souvenirs on display
People who use mementos or photos to remind themselves of good times better appreciate their lives and are happier, says Sonja Lyubomirsky, PhD, a professor of psychology at University of California, Riverside. Good memories remind you of your “happiness potential” and promise that soon you can reach it again.

TICK!

You make exercise a priority
People who exercise more are less likely to be stressed and more likely to be satisfied with life, according to Danish researchers. Compared with sedentary people, joggers are 70% less likely to have high stress levels and life dissatisfaction, the study found. Couch potatoes who start moderate exercise—the equivalent of 17 to 34 minutes a day—experience the greatest happiness lift.

TICK! I used to play squash when I was in foundation. Now I played badminton with my siblings ngeee.

You have a healthy love life
Physical intimacy is a key contributor to happiness, found a study by Dartmouth economist David Blanchflower, PhD, and Andrew Oswald, PhD, of England's University of Warwick. Married people report 30% more sex than singles, which may be one reason they also report being happier.

You hang out with happy people
Socializing with a cheerful person in your neighborhood increases the likelihood that you’ll be happy too, according to a new study. How often you get together matters most, say the researchers: People who live within half a mile of a buoyant buddy increase their odds of being happy by 42%. If the friend lives farther away (within a 2-mile radius), the chances drop to 22%—probably due to fewer get-togethers.

TICK!

You stay warm with hot cocoa
Clutching a steaming beverage—coffee and tea also do the trick—can elicit a flood of positive feelings, according to a Yale University study. This may be because people associate physical warmth with emotional warmth, say the researchers. Study subjects held cups of either hot or iced coffee; those gripping warm mugs were more appreciative of friendliness in others and also felt more generous and trusting themselves.

TICK!

You have two best friends
Among 654 married adults, those who said they had at least two “best friends” (not necessarily including one’s spouse) were likelier to have better mental well-being, says a study. But additional friends didn’t lead to any more happiness than just a pair.

SO TICK!!! I love them, u guys are the best!!

Conclusion, without realizing it I am actually a happy person. SO, ella go earn some fun outhere life has so much to offer. I am young and healthy and fun!

Positive positive positive.

God give me strength

2010-10-27T01:05:00.000-07:00

I'm just tired.

I need a break from this, from work, away from this place.

I need to be uncaged from workloads cage.

Please I need to get away from this.

"Some questions is just too sensitive too ask.

Some work, even small or unmattered one or the work where people do not want to do and give it to me, still need to be acknowledged rather than saying Im practically doing nothing.

Please judge me for who I am, not for who my family is."

Dont mistaking by my smile who pretend everything is okie.

Please give me strentgh to face this, and give them a better perpective about me.

Wishlist!

2010-10-18T22:26:00.000-07:00

I need to buy this 3 things. They have been in my wishlist for quite a time now.

1. New spectacles - I need this because of higher power and im gettin sick of wearin contacts lens because it tired up my eyes quickly espcially Ive been doing the work from 9am-7pm in front of the lappy. Moreover, it is because I hate my old specs as it look me look uglyyyy and nerd. Not nerd in the cute way, as in nerd in ugly betty way. =P

2. Camera - I never ever have my own camera, so I need this one espcially for my final year in UTP. For sure I want to take all my last moments as a UTP student and the awesomely-senior-final-year student! Eventhough I cant wait to leave utp (haha!), but still memories need to be cherished in the awesome-shot-picture!

3. Blackberry or iphone4 - I dont need to explain much here u know what I meant kan? Every-friggin-body is using bb or iphone, and sadly im the left out. Somemore, my phone now starts to gila already, all of sudden it is off itself. Furtehrmore, I also cannot silent my camera tone whenever I snapped pictures using my phone. So, imagined like in silent hall or place with no much people around then i decided to take syok-sendiri picture of me. Everyone will head-turned to me. Niceeee stupid hp.

4. Bf - hhahahha if only i can get good looking guys with kind-hearted and funny and smart in Jusco store with a tag price=Free! =P

Monday biruuuuu.

2010-09-28T18:15:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, I had this terrible Monday Blues kinda feeling. Left from office at 7pm and arrived home around 7.30pm due to traffic jam in federal. Well federal highway what do u expect? Today, hopefully im feeling lil better to start off my day and week. Last week, I just watched Magika. It is the shrek in not-animated-malay version. They make a collection of old Malay stories like Puteri Gunung Ledang, Bawang Putih Bawang Merah, Nenek Kebayan, Hang Tuah and many more. It was okie la, I shall give B- for the movie. However, credits should be given for the efforts and the cast too. Next movie, eat pray love! Anyone jom teman me? =)
Last week I attend 3 open houses, Consider as sikit la kan? hehe but for sure I ate like Ive been attend to 10 open houses hahaa. Oh yeah last week on my to cross the street on my to work, I fell with my heels on. It was terribly painfullllllllllllllllllll. Even my pants terkoyak sket kt bahagian lutut and yess my knee bleeds. Jatuh kegebukkkk la jugak with my handbag, heavy laptop bagpack and payung. The thing was the people around me were just looking. JUST LOOKING WITHOUT ANY CONSIDERING TO HELP WTF? Haihhhh Malaysian oh Malaysian. I still remember when I had a flu and keep sneezing my times in the bus, there this young woman handed me her tissue. Awwww so kind. Well, it happened in Europe. Malaysia bila lagii?
Now,it left bruises on my knee and cannot wear shorts for the time being. =P. I shall claim medical expenses to PwC yikes!
Paramore is coming and I kinda want to go but Im scared of taking another leave. Hmm see la howww sobsob. =(

Domo-kun masterrr grrrrrrrrrrrrr!

Stay in heart.

2010-09-27T18:58:00.000-07:00

"if i died tonight how many people would care?
how many people would know?
how many people would moan and wish they had me back?
how many people wished they would love me more?
how many people wished they would love me less?"

I always scared to deal with death.
But now I know how it feels to lost someone you love.
I have encoutered once and it left such a big hole now.
Recover, never.
Moving on with life, yes.

I miss you Arwah Abg Pis, it is like every each day Im waiting for you to come home.

Kertas

2010-09-20T19:50:00.000-07:00

I just checked my wallet, I forgot I still have a small piece of paper u drew for me.
Now, it makes me flashback all the past time. Perhaps I should erased the memories and so does the piece of paper.

Dah, dustbin.
Nehh I lied, I still have it for da sake of friendship.

In a good rushin

2010-09-20T19:22:00.000-07:00

Heylo blog-readers, anyone? Perhaps that must be atleast 1-2 person who gonna read this, I know who you are my super-awesome stalker, love you lah! Lately, I tend to blog when I was in the office. Indeed, now I am in the office. Frankly speaking not in 'my office'. Im in Menara Annexe, auditing for Telekom. Still in my first week here, all the seniors still in the process obtaining information so left the interns still with no works. I bet next week I will be starting doing change testing for the systems.

Raya was fun. For the working people like me(eceh padahal intern je.), any hoiliday would be a big score! So, I took almost 2 weeks unpaid leave. Too bad, elaun kurengggg dis month. However, lucky me my duit raya can cover (I think lebih kot) all those my unpaid leave. This raya I love all my baju kurungs! Selalunyer ade je yg x kene ngan bj kurung pastu carik gado ngan tailor ngeh ngeh.

After raya, my hommies all doozed off to 'not-so-perfect-getaway' to Port Dickson. We were supposed to stay-in for 2 nights at the bungalow in front of the beach but we ended up only 1 night because the place sucks. Oppsyy no la kiddin! It was quite not what I expected, the place kinda abandoned I think. It was friggin hard to get a good place dining. The reason because all the good restaurants were still closed due to hari raya. The beach was nice, nice as in Bali. We should be proud of own beach, the beauty of it. Only it is lack of fun activities at PD. Sorry PD people not intend to offend u guys.

I miss all my besties Iylia(especially!), Sara, Eli, Mae, Nad, Kat. I miss having constant laugh, hearty talks and good food with converstions. All i want is that, Well, intern life is not bad. Step aside woke up early, the traffice and mingle with people who are older than you hehe. Others, internship is great! I wonder why people want to go back to utp damn fast. With all the assignment and test to study(yg nie consider okie-la jugak), FYP somemore is gonna be a big headache, super-panas all sticky and wet, the food were not-dat nice either. Only thing dat make me want to go back to utp is the companions, the circle of friends. In KL, you can do whatever things you want. =D

Tadaaa, see what I did when Im bored. Im using Microsoft Visio.

Me with short crop. Suka tak?

Okie back to work(boring...), Bye.

Study vs working

2010-09-02T00:18:00.000-07:00

I hate it when I did my job wrong. It feels like Ive been crushed and knocked down because I hate doing things wrong. Just now my boss said Ive wrongly extract data from SAP. So, now I have to go back to client place and do it again. OMG, I wont mind do it again but to see my boss face and delaying things to get done, I just can’t take it. Well, I’m a newbie here so we learn things from mistakes. I should take that quote to myself just to calm myself and not to worry over small matters.

Benci benci benci, that’s why I hate working. We always have to take responsibilities and carry the burden. I think I still not ready to do that yet because I’m more prefer to sit around study, doing research and completed my assignments. Study or woking? Yes, study.I have once said to my mom “ella xnak keje nak study jeeee sampai bila bila”.
Hah teruk kan ella nie? Such a spoilt brat. =P

Im obssesed with mac n chesse!

2010-09-01T23:03:00.000-07:00

waffle mac n cheese. =)

On mission to make baked mac n cheese(or i shud said on mission to actually cook for the 1st time)
My mom and brother gave such a negative respond "ella nak masak? hmmmmm ye la tuuu jgn harap".
So, now is a reverse pchcyology! Yes, I would do it for da sake of.....err....winning? or for hungry stomache of mine. hehehehhehe.
Tgk la mummy and abg eddy nanti my mac n cheese ella will be famous untill jamie oliver will resigned as a chef.

fast foward time to hari raya plz?

2010-08-31T23:48:00.000-07:00

Im bored at office, dang this is not what I signed for. To be paid rm800 a month and just sitting on the chair is not what I expected to be. However better cherished the moment while you can. Later if you been posting to client place and went back late, then I will start nagging non-stop. So, now bersyukur. Teehe. Raya is coming, cant wait for it. My brother said I will not getting my duit raya because Im already working. Eh a BIG helloo internship is not working okie? We are bunch of cheap labors.

Raya will not be the same as previous years. First, there is no more playing with bunga api. I pity some of the small cousins of mine; they don’t actually get to feel the joy of the real Hari Raya. I still remember my cousins and I spend half than our duit raya to buy bunga api. We even started comparing how much we bought bunga api. Second, my late brother Abg Rafiz is not going to be around for this raya and the upcoming ones. He always the one who cheered things up with the jokes and warmth smile. I still remember his favorite quotes whenever we back to kampong “segar tak sg rokam?”. Some of the years abh and mummy were not around on the raya morning till evening because they went to Istana Perak. SO, he was the one who took care of us. Bring us to all family relative’s house, replacing our parents task. He was the one who always fussy about food especially tok and opah’s cooking.”wuishh sedapnyr bau masak apa tuu?” When Abg Rafiz is no more in our reality, we still missing our other half. Erina. I still hoping that one day Erina can stay with us for hari raya to actually bring the memories of Abg Rafiz’s presence.
However it is hari raya. It should be the day to remember those people who have gone but also to enjoy the moments with the people who are still around.

So raya Im coming back to Ipoh. Cousins we gonna have a chitchat like we used to? Or we supposed to? Hehe. Gonna wear baju kurng cantik2, makan lemang banyak, visitin and going to all invited open house(well this a bit challenging haha!), wishin hari raya to all frens, collect duit raya, snap pictas and again to wear my cantekksss baju kurunggggg! Thanks mummy for buying all of my baju kurung.( I never actually choose on my own, my mom has pretty good taste of choosing kain)

Perut bunyi bunyi dah.

2010-08-29T22:11:00.000-07:00

This is a long post. I'm bored so i write a lot so please dont bother to read this. hehe.

I lost count today is how many days already we’d been fasting. I’m not sure my lost weight is an issue right now but I bet yes I lost few kgs for the past 2 weeks. I didn’t wake up for sahur especially on weekday. This year ramadhan is different from the previous years as this is my first time working in the fasting month. It was bit tiring la because we have to wake up super-early, to face the traffic jam, sit in the office whole day long whereby most of my seniors went to lunch and the best part we went back early at 5pm. However to be compared with utp interns from other companies, they went back at 4pm. Bapak awal glerrrrrrr. Still can manage to drop by at Bazaar Ramadan if only if I went back at 4pm, which never happened.

My first week of Ramadan was a bit challenging because I have job in client place in Bukit Jalil. There were 2-3 days where I have to go to office first then to bukit jalil or bukit jalil they went back again to office. The journey to the parking lot F is friggin tiring because they did not provide shuttle van at 12pm something. Parking at tpm was also far-walking distance. On the first week of Ramadan, I went back from work around 6pm and arrived at home at 7pm. Prolly it was the first week fasting that’s the reason I felt so tired but after few days later I pretty much get used to it. Now, I was already at the office for 2 weeks….doing nothing. I don’t know la how I suppose to feel. Sometimes I feel boring because I pretty much did nothing just sitting and looking at the laptop doing LLB (look like busy) and sometimes I feel lucky not to have work in client place during Ramadan. Well, we are the interns what do u expects us to do? We get less that half than the staff salary, so Im not going to sacrifice my energy and time. I pity some of the Malays seniors had to sacrifice their tarawikh because workloads and still stuck in the client place. Some of them even bukak puasa eating biscuit for few days. Thank god we have a policy here in PwC for not letting interns go back late than 5.30pm.

Most of my family relatives did not really know what PwC is. PwC? They never heard of it, PWTC pernah laaa. Heheee well I don’t blame them because they are not from financial background. However if u do from financial background and still didn’t know what PwC is then go back to your foundation year. Even I didn’t know what PwC is in my younger days. Then, when most of my friends and of course my own sister are all keen to work in the Big 4 audit firm, starting from there I know what the Big 4 is. I never thought they will be taking Information Sytem (IS) student to work in an audit firm, but they do have several departments for IT auditor. In fact, they do take mechanical engineering student too for advisory department.

Haaaa I just bought new flat shoes, omg im so in love with my new flats. Although my brother said ur flats worth his one month salary as an engineer, still it is worth big splurge. I use my internship plus scholarship money. Kira titik peluh diri sendiri tau heheheeee. Lately, family had been discussed about my sister scholarship thingy almosy everyday. Sometimes annoyed me a liitle. Sorry emma I bet u r reading this, marah je laaa hari2 pown gado kan? Hehee. However, Im still hoping the best for you my braniac sis. Without you, sapa la aku hahaaa jiwang karat beb.Well I can’t imagined if u r leaving to London? Boring laaaa. If u r staying is a good news but if u r leaving still is a good news so I can go there visiting you.

Owh yeah I think I haven’t met my friend for few weeks already, I feel I have been isolated in the world of no-one. Should start planning from now onwards to bukak pose with them. Should meeup with my long-time fren, Beena.Tomorrow is public holiday, National Day. I plan to go out to mall to find sandal for my baju kurung raya. Wednesday, I have bukak puasa with PwC at J.W.W MAriot, I was a bit surprised even the interns get invited. On Thursday, bukak puasa with my pretty UTP girls. Friday, bukak puasa at Tropicana golf course. Next week shud bukak puse at IKEA with my 2 baboons. Well being as single u got to plan to bukak puasa with everyone hehe.

Perhaps now I should start looking because lately I got frequent questions such as “Are you attach?”. I thought my friend is asking about are you attached with any client job now. See, I was so dumb and blur. However to find a good quality guy is such finding a needle in a messy room. It’s okie to be single but it’s not okie to be single and desperate yikes. There few guys that I like but to go the stages where we need to go dating, the sms-phonecall call procedures is a bit tiring la, Can we just skip all that and starts a relationship? Haha it is not as easy like dat. I just watched he’s just not into you yesterday, for third time already. Indeed, I like that movie somehow it reflects what I see in life. Well, im 21 should not worried that much. 25, yes can start worry! Hahaa.

Miracle happens everyday. noted.

2010-08-22T23:54:00.000-07:00

Hey psst psst now Im practically in the office while blogging this. Today, finally Im at the office. I just went back from my client place in Technology Park Malaysia, Bukit Jalil. I have my engagement over there for 2 weeks. The place over there was depressed! Haha no la kiddin je. It was just plain okie. I tried my best not to complaint everything about my work because I have to appreciate whatever I gained here kan? Then, I also had my 2 days training at Sheraton Imperial with the other colleagues in my department.

Now, Im free at the office. I gained back my freedom, uncaged from the work locks.

I just had a chit-chat session during my lunch break with our colleagues, Qurra And Jess. That’s one thing about me for sure most of my closest friends would know. I tend to get blushing very quickly whenever people talk about the guy I liked. Seriouslyyy! Not that I’m shy or cover cun, but im just out of words to counter back heheee. My face would get red; I would stop talking and all way long tersengih sengih mcm nak kene sepak je. Haha! I think I have to get rid of it, bad habit! =P I guess Im not good in hiding emotion kan? People would always noticed that espcially when the guy is too cute, dang!

Today, Im a bit motivated! Im thankful for everything now, not to be complaint.
God always have reason for all things popped out in ur life.
Being able to sitting here looking at the laptop and breathing, is miracle. =D

Intern Reception Montage. =)

2010-08-13T08:23:00.000-07:00

Cuci cuci.

2010-08-06T07:08:00.000-07:00

I realized I was never born to be a theatre person. To be acting on stage is a way further what I imagined but even a theatre audience I was not even qualified as a candidate. haha!

I slept on theatre twice already! The first time I watched theatre was a a year ago in London, the Billy Eliot show. The show was jaw-dropping and astonishing! Perfecttttttto.................. only for 5 minutes by my judging la because the next 3 hours later I was fully slept hahahahahahaha. Tido kaw kaw lak tuuuu siap bole wat winter trenchcoat jadi bantal pelok hehe. Then, the when I opened my eyes tadaaaaaa I saw people clapping already for the ending. dang shitttt I miss the whole thing!

Yesterday, it was only my 2nd time I watched theatre, the cuci cuci musical 2. The show was okie laaaaaaaa, hillarious. Nabil, Awie, Hans, Aflin 2 thumbs guys for non-stop laughing and u guys sang pretty good too.
And I almost slept too yesterday, almost laaaaa. Ngeh ngeh ngeh.
Ye laaa it was bit draggy and it starts at 8.30 and finished at 12.30 and I have to go to work the next morning. There was a few unnecessary scenes that made me yawn few times. Cut if off la!

I know what next time to keep me awake watching theatre is to bring kuaci, betol tak jijah? =P

Seat terbaikkk.

Panjat Broga sampai pancit.

2010-08-02T07:46:00.000-07:00

Yeah, I managed to go untill the fourth peak of Broga Hill........ sampai seluar ter-koyak!
HAHAHAHAHAH sumpah I did not realized untill Emma told me when we were having bfast at mamak's. Shitt it must happened when I few times accidentally fell to the ground and zrappppppppppppppppppppp....opssy a hole in my pants. embarassing kannnn?
well what the heck Im not goin to see most of the people over there again, NEVER!
jgn tag facebook hahaha. =P

And yes Im half-dead halfway to the uphill of Broga. Pancit kotttttttttttt. Yela imagined the last time I exercised was 3 years back ago. (zaman rajin maen squash tiap hari kt utp). Now, my time is all dedicated to food! So, a girl who have no exersice at all which is super not-fit is going to 400 meter hill? Yes, pancit jawapan nyer.
However, whatever it is la kann with a strong will and determination (eceh poyo), I managed to get thru till the peak. A bit frustrated because did not managed to arirve there before sunrise because a bit sesat on the road haha. Still, it was breathtaking! =D

kaco dowh org blakang tu tolak kang.

hehehehe (evil laugh)

so long broga!

Audi Rafie

2010-08-02T07:32:00.000-07:00

Audi Rafie Bin Rashidi Elmi, I should said a big welcome to the family our baby boy!
My brother and my sis-in law just had a baby-boy last 2 weeks ago and alhamdullilah he is perfectly healthy. There is nothing more for the parents and the rest of the family could ask for. So, now I have one nephew to call me MakSu.

Serious I cant wait for Audi to turn around 3-4 months years old because Im sure that time is the best period to play with. For now, Audi kinda bit of sleepholic haha! yelaaaa baru beberapa hari kottt not even one month, all he knows is sleep, breastfeed, cry and then sleep again, Tunggu laaaa dah 3-4 bulan, mmg terbaikkkkk! I still remember when Im in charged to babysit Erina when she was still 4-5 months years old when her parents were working and Opah dier was not around at home, yes I am the one who took care of her! garang kottttt erina takot heheeee tapi garang manja. =P

Audi I love You, such an adorable creation of God!
Here few pictures from Majlis Cukur Jambul and Aqiqah Audi Rafie.

Yes, im the proud auntie. =)

potong rambut audit ciputtt je okie?

family picture time! =D

the handsome boy!

doorgift!

Learn real people skills

2010-07-22T07:46:00.000-07:00

I always have trouble to mix around with new people, it takes such a long timeeeee. but this time I have to ditch it out! On mission to blend in with all the senior associates in my department. They are all very niceeeeee but it's just they been busy. So they have no time for this small itsy bitsy person, the interns. (in PwC we called vacation trainee).
I got scared to approach them as they look busy, i mean very busy! I do not want them to get the wrong impression of me, the one who sat on the cubicle without acknowledge anyone around. Moreover, the fact this is my official first week in the office, Ive been 3 weeks in Tenaga Nasional and 1 week in British American Tobacco.

So, ella be more friendly and create bonding! Think positive.

Apart from that, work is okie. Plain just okie. We entertain ourselves by doing work. Yes, believe it, we did. Leaving us jobless makes us bored. Really bored. Up to the point when we felt like dozing off! =P

Being an internal auditor isn’t just about checking the systems and raise an issue if there are no mitigated or compesated control and documented report once everything’s done. It’s about getting to know the clients, working in hand with our team members, and finding excitement in the job that we are doing.

Okie to blend in with senior associates, TICK.
Okie to find excitement in doing work. TICK.

what else?

I think I take my internship very seriously laaa, chill chill. I have to let loose a bit.
Well here to make it more excites, i think I have a crush on this one guy. =P

Do I have that working woman kinda-look?

Nehh =P

Update update.

2010-07-20T06:44:00.000-07:00

Haloooo readers. waaaaa it's been awhileee i did not drop by at this page. It feels like my last post was so last season as I told about the training and scared about my 1st job task. Well look now I am already on my third engagement with other company. Ive been in Menara TM for 3 weeks then been posted to Bukit Jalil for one week and next week one new place to go. Oh i dont think I can reveal which company I audited(private and confidential hehe) but I did enjoyed working with all of them.

But to be honest not 100% enjoy laaaa, duhhhh that's why we called working. Im definetly bluffing laaaa if I said "yeahhhhh im happy i cant wait to go work esok". Sometimes when we go to other company offices and frequently change place everytime u audited different company, u get tired of trying to adapt to new place and clients. Plus when your senior associcates were not around and u were alone in the clients place without knowing anyone, I pretty much had my lunch alone sometimes. sedih kan? However, it is one nice experience. I dont get this such opportunity in other company as being work in one of the Big Four audit firm. =) (puji lebih lebih nie mana la tahuu bos baca ke =p)

However now Im free for the whole week. When we the SPA interns did not have any engagement with company, we completly jobless hahaha! We sat around the office surfing the internet pretty much did nothing. That's why I got excited when I have work. But the thing is we only have work when we go to client places so far. When we were at the office, hmmm tunggu la jugak senior bagi keje. But the waiting never end hehehehe. So thank god I going somewhre to go next week.

Oh the people around here are niceee and friendly. I also damn lucky to have such kind senior associates who care for the interns and not letting me went late more than 5.30. baik kannnn? Because I heard other interns at PwC went back late around 8-9pm. ngeeeee naseb baik bukan aku! I like my other two senior associates. sorg baik sorg kelakar. Cant wait to work with them again. Plz plz book me okie? =P

Oh yeah i just obtained my last semester result, Yipeeeeeeeeee i m so happy with my result, It was such a big achievement for me laaaaaa, if other people prolly elehhh biasa je result minah nie. Alhamduillah, finally I achieved what Ive been want it so much for so long. Saya suka Advanced Database System, sayang muah muahh! =D

Jersey to work.

2010-06-19T04:15:00.000-07:00

So, hello weekend. After went through my 1st 5 days of working, yes weekend is a perfect getaway! Elehhhhh baru 1 week dah kecoh la luuuuu haha. Adoy, 30 weeks to go dang it's a pretty long way to go. ella u can do it superwoman put the faith on urself!!

Yesterday everyone in the office had to wear their favourite team jersey. So, Ive seen many employees wore Argentina, England and Brazil jersey with jeans and sportshoes. Too bad I didnt obtained the email earlier as we cannot accessed the PwC server at our training place. In here, throughtout the worldcup we can wear our casual look by wearing our fav team jersey on every Friday. Cool kan? But if you meeting the clients, cannot maaaaa. If I received the email earlier, of course I will be wearing Portugal jersey to office yesterday that my brother bought for me recently. Thanks Aman!

Next week is my 1st jobtask. tatutnyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! I'm the only vacation trainee involved (here we called interns as vacation trainee) in the team and there is only 4 of us from SPA deparment to be sent there for the whole month. alaaaa dah xde lunch buddy bersama Qurra. I don't even know who who on the team and they ask me to go straight to Menara TM. Serious im dead scared right now for my very 1st job task in the 2nd week. I have to ask the clients about all the system they used to check if there any requirements do not meet, so as the auditors we enquired finding any wrongs in our client. So that is why most of the clients not very pleasant with our presence.

I have nothing to do this weekend, so kinda feel like a loser who has no exciting life. So, next week gotta plan something to do with friends. So peeps ajak la saya next week tau! hehee. I have to do something fun next week, compulsory! If not I will boredomly die and i feel like an old people already sitting at the couch watching tv without knowing what is outside there. haha.

3rd day.

2010-06-16T03:11:00.000-07:00

I want to make this post brief and short, so I wont wasting your time reading my not-so-happening life. =P

Today is my 3rd day of internship. I have a training session course from Tuesday to Friday at Sheraton Imperial KL. I think is nearer to go there compared to PwC office and it it less jam. On my 2nd day, ada org antar and amik yahooooo heaven gler siap bole tertido jap on the way nak pegi tu. haha. But today, I drove. =P

Well there are so much to learn and it is only my 2nd day of training! Linux, Windows, ITGC, it is all required to do the internal auditing. Insyallah, I will catch up since I'm quite a slow learner.

I miss going to PwC office and having lunch with other vacation trainee from different department. Well, I've only been there once on my first day. Now, I will be in Sheraton untill Friday. Plus, I've been told by the senior to do the auditing for a company in Bangsar from 21st June to 17th July, Almost a month ngeeee.

jom panjat menara kl.

1st day of internship.

2010-06-14T06:57:00.000-07:00

Well a night before I started my 1st day of internship. seriously I cant sleep at all. I managed to sleep around 2.30am something. My brother and sister said because I was super-nervous thinking about the next day. Well, it is 60% true as Im scared the fact I can't find parking with the reasonable price around kl sentral. Second, the reason I cant sleep is because I woke at 11am in the morning due to england vs usa match on the sunday in the early morning match and then i take a day nap around 3 hours kot. hahaaa padan muka malam tu x bole tido dah!

so, today is Monday and I woke at 5.30am. I left my house around 6.30 am yes super early kannnnn? but still there were large number of cars were on the road already. I arrived at the parking space around 7 sumthingggg. hahahaa and my office hour starts at 8.30, danggggg dat was beyond early.

I met many new friends today, and they are all friendly. Most of them are studying abroad. All of us are 12 interns for the 2nd intake and only 4 of us are from local universities while others are from US ans UK. And im glad when they asked where I am from and I said UTP. all of the feedback are very positive." oh yeah I know utp, the campus is very nice". "i saw the pic of chancellor hall in utp and it is a spectacular building".
"owh utp i have a friends over there". And most of their friends, yeah I pretty know them but they are all 1 year senior from me. Morever, the utp interns before us did a pretty good job too. I've seen the video they made for the system process assurance department and i think it was hilarious. good job senior!

We obtained our company laptop today and there were lots of briefing about this and that and bla bla bla, what do expect from the 1st day kan? Nevertheless, I enjoyed my days with the interns and senior managers. Indeed, they are very very friendly. From the receptionist to all of the employees we passed by in the cubicle office, are friendly.
However, I was expecting our sv to ask us for a lunch together because i think it is a tradition for the sv to have a lunch together on the first day with the interns. =(

My carpark is around 15-20 mins walking distance to my office and I wear high heelsss!
dang it freaking hurt my feet and i bet my feets were crying painfully. I walked very hideously. buruk nak mampuih.

In the end of the day, I thank god I have other 2 utp friends, qurra and chee hong. it feels good to have a coursemates overthere. Furthermore, I am lucky to be stay at home. After all the tiring walking and terrible traffic jam in Cheras, being able to see the familiar faces at home and the laughters with them as well as to see a delicious dinner in the kitchen and well-groomed bedroom.....haaaaa bestnyer dok rumah kan. Penat cam mana pun bile sampai rumah trus jadi happy. =D =D =D

i hope i recall their names right hehe since i have this terible short-term loss memory.

kimberly, artini, ash, jess and of course my beloved coursemate Qurra. and there are other 5 interns not in picture.

we are all comes from different department and

i think we wont be going to see each other much after this.

One week full of rest.

2010-06-12T08:11:00.000-07:00

When all people rambling about their 1st week of internship, I was all day hibernated the whole week at home. makan tido makan tido hehe such a heaven to stay at home while other people working their ass off to catch lrt to go to work. thanks pwc for starting 14th june, i love you lah. Nevertheless, seronoks seronoks to read about their experience on the 1st week of internship at techies google group where all my coursemates share about their story. mcm mcm cter laaaa, well sorry guys for not joinin the chat because I have nothing to tell. When i start my work on Monday, insyallah i will be updating then.

So, this is I what I did a week before my internship starts. Hanging out with my fam, friends, cut my hair short( I guess it's a pretty short for me!), went to facial, tgk movie lagenda budak setan(indeed, it is one good romantic malay movie. menusuk jiwa kalbu la),survey where my office will be at (difficulties of finding parking will occured so lrt is the answer) but but I am so noob in lrt xpe ella blaja blaja!

my last day at utp with roomies and the closest friends

at pizza hut batu gajah

rindu roomate!

ice-cream brownies as a symbol of farewell.

ececece ngeh ngeh.

dinner at delicious with the girlfriends.

to be truth here rasa x puas lepak ngan korg cuti nie x dunno why.

alooooo.

congrats abah. =)

celebration dinner at Victoria Station.

and abg eddy just came back from Jakarta and can't wait Kak Nad's july baby!

the fun day with Erina

and I miss her already =(

I've made it myself the ear bunny

headband for her.

most of all.....................

dpt pegi sumer mall yg wujud yg kl, makan non stop, gossip, sesi dating ngan hairstylist George Khoo,

jd cam org x betul, make a fun of other people at home and tidoooooooooo sepanjang hari.

and yes all this....
with her, my sister.

i 'batu' you all.

2010-05-30T20:10:00.000-07:00

mmg terbaekkkkk la sumer gang spontan ulu cepor. it is one of the best trip and i will miss this when we will be away from each other for 8 months.
hafiz laaa time 2 hours before Internet Programming final exam he asked at gtalk " nak bbq tak sabtu nie?"
without hesitation " bole gak nak nak join".

tadaaaaaaaaa, it was all last minit plan to ulu cepor. sorry girlssss cannot make it to join u guys bertungkus lumus wat sandwich n bihunnnn, sorry sangat!

the part x boleh blaaaa is the 'batu' session. ngokngek laaa korg mana laaa ella tahu 'batu' tu bentuk apaaa.

dah kene pangkat minah blur sorg. but still is is so shwettttttttttttttttt! mmg ella 'batu' korg sumer very much.
beeha mmg kelakar okieeee soklan you, it was straightfoward, dah tersipu sipu sorg mamat nie. =P

the ayams yg korg marinade pakai baldi mcm basuh baju tu yg konon korg marinade ayam kt bilik air, bihun sedap dr tengku , scramble egg, kopok lekor wafi 'goreng' and sumer sedap sedap.

eventho ade satu accident yg meglibatkan mamat hero moto besar to the rescue, tp xpe laaa thing happened janji we all had fun!

thanks adeera, eli, tengku, piqa, ada, beeha, hafiz, rudy, zahid, wafi, jugah, kecik, hakim, khir, hadi.

and good luck for the remaining papers and intern!

Listen to this.

2010-05-29T23:15:00.000-07:00

Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky
Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now

Hayley Williams I Love You for god sake!

forgot one paper!

2010-05-27T23:54:00.000-07:00

this coming Tuesday is my 5th paper and the last paper of final exam. So I was like "eh only 5 paper this sem?". So, I went checked my final exam slip to check the subjects I have taken for this sem. "eh i take 6 subject laaaa! where is the another subject?"
okie dah cuak cuak mana la tahu if i forgot to attend any fo the exam, terlanjak tidoooo or x sedar keee. so i look thru the slip again, "eh laaaaaaa PCS where got final exam paper maaaaaaaaaaaaa, mamai la ko nie ella pi tido balik"

fuhhhhhhhhhhhh *sigh of relief* lega lega. Oh PCS you made cuak already.
nevertheless, i miss PCS classssssssssss!
serious x tipowwww. It is the class where I am looking foward to go and it is such a stress-reliever by going to this class. Credits to who? of course la Mr Razol!
and the gang of pcs too. sumer sempoi abissssss.

There is this one time I was presenting the slides and I said "This part will be presented later by the aizuddin". Then all people went laughing including Mr Razol yg suke wat muka pelik pelik tu. So I was like in my mind " apsal dieorg gelak gelak nie zip seluar terbukak ke? eh okie je". So, I proceed with the presentation, ignore whatever they are laughing. In the end of the presentation, I said it again " Now, I would pass it to the next presenter, the aizzudin. Then they all went laughed again, kuat kot. okie ella dah start bengang with selamba nyer said "asal korg gelak gelak nie? x paham la korg nie". hey cik ella u tgh present kot tetiber terkluar bahasa kebangsaan bahasa melayu haha.

then, i went to my seat besida sara, left with my mind wondering. then i asked sara "kenapa dieorg gelak?" sara said" sbb ella ckp the aizzudin. if a person, mana ada pakai word "the". aizzudin tu bukan object la ella".

hahahahahahahahahahaha sumpah maluuuuuu. u know what the best part is? our lecturer, Mr Razol went membahan me the whole semester!!!! whenever he want to call me "Heylo 'the zuhaila'. when u want to submit draft outline 'the zuhaila'?"
gerammmmmmmmmmmmmmm but still it is funny.

so to get him back(in your face! hehe), ella with no any intended (x sengaja and x perasan) actually mispelled his name Mr Razor instead of Mr Razol. hahahhahah the razor thingy to shave? hehe sorry my mistake.

oh i miss PCS!

time we web-camwhoring nie

there is actually other people was presenting in front.

so dlm senyap2 nie snap snap.

see dis picture?

so stop using plastic bag!!

(<----------- okie this is actually my topic for persuasive presentation)

cliche kan? padahal gune je plastic.

Half-merdeka.

2010-05-27T20:43:00.000-07:00

yipeeee merdeka well half-merdeka I should said. Our last paper was on Wednesday and the next and the last paper of this semester(after this there is no more final exam for 8 months) is on the next Monday.
5 days of gap. lepas tuuuuu =D =D =D

spas wait for it wait for it tik.

lookkkkkkk at our hand, hitam legam.

tangan cam baru lepas repair kete kan?

blame the bowl center at JJ.

Perut dah buncit after a big lunch at Kenny's Rogers and a whole long of conversation. Good foods with a exciting conversation is always the best la gang! and as usual I lost the bowling game to Jufri and Sara. expected kot! And on the night, roomies, roomies dpn bilik and I watched the Shrek 4. this is the last Shrek movie? alaaa i want more of Shrek. it was worth-watching movie.

and plan fo Todayyyyyy, I woke at 9.30am(bestnyerrr jarang nak bgn lmbt camnie), lunch at KFC with the beloved sayangs, study economics and Prince Of Persia for midnight movie. so atleast we have a movitated will to studyy and the reward is MOVIE! ngehehehe konon like what we learnt in Management Organization Behavior subject time 1st year dulu. oh i miss Dr Allen!

come fast 1st June, and come late 14th June. I can't wait to see the fams( abg eddy is coming back to KL since 6 months kot x jumpe), the brotherhood (fieza n illi fancy dinner?) and also yg laen laen sampingan jugeeeeeee =) .

oh dang shit I still not decided to go Penang Trip or not. I want to gooooooooo but but still need to think of my mom permission. Friends, bole tak next week baru can decide?

Observing people around.

2010-05-23T03:52:00.000-07:00

Today, I went to Pizza Hut at Batu Gajah.
I saw two to three young guys brought their old folks to the Pizza Hut for a lunch.
Most of them are staying at kampung around here, so I bet their sons must be working somewhere else or KL (prolly a high paid professional job). Cehhh pandai2 je wat assumption sendiri kan.

I can see by their parents faces that they dont like eating pizzas hehee, they ate the pizza very very slow. It was like in the slow motion pictures with a not-so-pleasant face.
However, just to see their own sons bring them to the fancy place would already made them happy eventhough no matter how much they dont like the foods. (aku makan kt umah makan nasi ngan sambal belacan lg sedap)

Even sometimes I saw young guys bring their grandmothers to KLCC and this one time he cuts the chicken slices by slices to make sure the dining was perfect.
Awwwwwwwwwwwww I always have soft spots for a guy like them as well as at the same time I want to be that kind of children. Yes, I am and I will.

People always run after the joy of life and they forget the most thing that matters. We always said we can't live without her or him. Nevertheless, there is more bigger thing than that. So, please don't run after thing that wont matter and hurt you in the end?

back to the storyline, whenever I see this kind of situation I would rambling to my friends like "awwwww how sweeeeeeeeeeet". padahal, bende biasa je pown kan you can see in every day life.
I like to watch this kind of scenario is like watching 500 days of summer and keep going saying the same phrase over and over again "awwwwwwwwww schweetttttt".

One young guy accompanied their grandparents or old folks to a fancy dinner/lunch . I definetly melting straighaway.

So, mummy/abah/tok/tokwan sorry for not being that caring enough. =(

Things come and go, but this one remains.

2010-05-23T03:00:00.000-07:00

Okie dah penat penat snap pictures pagi buta on the final exam week

dah balik mandi or sambung tido.

wooho!

I'm a one happy kid now,

so dont bother anything that wont matter to me.

2010-05-21T21:57:00.000-07:00

Happy 21st Birthday Mae!

Hooorayyyyy weeee yipeeee Mae lg tua dari ellaaaa.

Mickey Mouse called me last night and he asked to send you the biggest hugs and wishes.

(well f.y.i Mae is the biggest fan of Mickey, yes the mouse in Disney. comel kan)

May years ahead showered with joy, happiness like what Mickey Mouse had!

takin a break.

2010-05-20T07:01:00.000-07:00

Hello guysssss, anyone who actualy reading this or perhaps no one? it's okie talking to myself would once a while option. ngee =p

By the way, I was amazed how people can write a very beautiful writing in their blog. I spend my times hours and hours reading their post, indulge into their wonderful daily life, everything. Hebat laa korangggg. I do not know how to write such an awesome writing like you guys. All i know is talking crap at my blog own blog, syiokkk sendiri hehe.

Some of them are funny, sad, pretty pic, wonderful love story of them, hectic uni life, family, food.
Best laaaah baca blog orang!

Well starting from now i try to spice it up a lil bit in my blog. haha kononnn dah boring tu boring laa missy hehe.
Well i've done my 2 final paper, so there will 3 papers to go. after day, partayyyyyyy!

After this, there will be no complaining about the hot weather, the friggin hard to find parking at v3, saman pakguard for 8 months.
Definetly, i'll not be seing beruang topless, samarinda slot downstairs where there is this one girl nangis melalak kuat glerr satu block dgr mcm histeria, ipoh day-out, sunrise pagi buta on weekends pastu oltown, drama co-q dulu duluuu gelak sambil sedawa time, laundry gossip session time, "eh korg esok jom dinner sama? tp kat mana eh?". roomate all day long cakap x penah abis topic kt dlm bilik.

I find it UTP interesting with ups and downs, tipu laa sume indah je kan. so next phase, at home for 8 months. woooho.

I love you elmo.

2010-05-20T06:35:00.000-07:00

I have the middle one already! =)

And this one, thanks to my bestie ilengg!

Sisterhood.

2010-05-16T05:09:00.000-07:00

okie say hello to my older sister! yes dier lagi tua dari saya okie.

okie this will be jiwang karat baca bole naek nyampah coz we are not dat lovey dovey sister but hell yeah we are friggin damn close i just want to say I can't imagine my life would be without this girl, my sister my brother my twin my bestie my boyfie haha!

what if u go to other place and leave me alone here in Malaysia? what if nanti u get married and we dont get to wat lawak bodo together lagi? (okie we made a deal she cannot get married till i find the one hehe). who else want to team up with me when gado kutuk mebahan ngan Aman?

everyone has a sister so i think you know how much you love your sister.

Benci itu ini.

2010-05-14T02:07:00.000-07:00

I hate penyibuk.suka nanyer lebih lebih nak korek rahsia org.
                                           i dun mind if they really want to know about it, but let me tell.
                                           x suka korek rahsia nanyer org yg rapat ngan ella, nanyer trus depan depan la.

I hate smokers.x respect org ada asthma n sesak nafas mcm saya.
                                       okie this is sensitive because many people I know is smoking, even my dad. haha.
                                       it depends on the situation becoz my dad nvr smoke in front of me.
                                        respect itu penting.

I hate people-who-think-they-know-it-all.budget bagus padahal kecik mcm kuman je.

pastu bajet femes la, ensem la, lawa la weyh org

x kenal pown ko tu sape. pastu ckp org tumpang

populariti dier.

I hate liars.kutuk org ni mcmnie la mcmtula.
padahal dier x sedar kter tau dier tgh tipo straight to my face.

So, if boleh tak nak ada org macam nie dalam hidup saya.
SO, dont get offended plz plz jgn terasa it is just a general view.

nak sangat nak sesangat.

2010-05-14T01:49:00.000-07:00

My final exam paper is on this coming Monday and guess what? I am so not in the mood of taking my final. Serious no mood at all! I am more prefer to go straight to my internship period. And the best part is my starting internship period at Pwc is been extended to 14th June instead of 1st June waaaaaa seronok gumbiraaaaaaaaaaa!

Now I have time to prepare for my internship and masa untuk enjoyyyyy. enjoy la sangat kan.
Well since I am no mood for study guess I left my empty mood room for what? Vacation mode.

All of sudden Im thinking of goin somewhere which far away from this already boring KL place ( my sister suggested of new shopping mall to the Datuk Bandar she said haha). Alaaa bukannyer best pown lepak lepak kat shopping mall tu. Baik lepak je ngan favourite person around you at mamak sudeyhhhhh. Yet, hangout and had a good conversation with ur fav people is already good enuff rather than usha-ing poyo people who try to fit in the huhahuha life. (this is dedicated to budak budak skolah yg pegi shopping mall pastu lepak xde halatuju kt tepi2 tu hehehehe soory)

ella nak pegi pantai. I think it's been ages I didnt go to beach. The last beach I went to is Bali.
In fact, it was one of the nice places I've been to. Ella suka laaa watersports and playing with the blue clear ocean, I just love the idea of it. Macam sangat refreshing, fun, adventereous and something that you can let it go all ur stress. Bali mmg terbaikkkk la.

But I want to explore beaches kt Malaysia nie. Pulau Redang, Pulau Perhentian, Pulau Tioman. (Pulau Pangkor xnak haha). I want to do snorkelling, scuba, parasailing, banana boat, bungee jumping, flying fish( the watersports we did in Bali.)
lantak ella tanned pown tanned la.

alaaa bler la lagi nak pegi pantai? =(
nak sangattttttt.

Support Filem Melayu

2010-05-11T23:31:00.001-07:00

Who said Malaysia cant produce a movie like this? Now we all can chin up to the Hollywood by saying Malaysia all the way to the oscar. (eceh nie sudeyh lebih). Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa movie is directed by Yusry.

Whenever I watched epic movie like Lord of the Ring or 300, it always crossed my mind and wondered "eh bler la Malaysia nak wat filem macam nie? 10 tahun? 20 tahun lagi?".
Now, my prayer has been answered. Still we do not know either the movie will turn out to be awesome or not. I do not expect laa the movie to be as the same level as Lord of the ring ke apaaa but atleast there is Malay movie that can be watch at cinema rather than just watching it by downloading, cetak rompak or tunggu hari raya kluar kat Astro. At least, it is rm7 worth tix-buying.

I cant believe it was made by KRU production, but hell yeah it is.

Cant wait then to watch this.

Must watch movie this year 2010!

Someone is getting old.

2010-05-06T08:09:00.000-07:00

Happy 21st Birthday

Illi Fatin Mohd Roslan

aka Ileng!

*nanti ella intern we celebrate together okie!*

Techies 0707 and the loving girls.

2010-05-01T18:48:00.000-07:00

Techies 0707 Foundation Grand Dinner 2008.

where we all gathered before we enter the life of degree student.

Techies 0707 Grand Dinner 2010.

where we all gathered before we enter the internship phase.

and the next time we are going to gather is the time for graduation.

xmo pikir and imagine time tu sedih sobsob =(

how time flies so fast.

Gosh we all have came all the way, what a journey!

*tgh tunggu pic dr camera org nie, mana? mana? nakkk tau. =)*

Where the lines overlap

2010-04-30T06:52:00.000-07:00

It is time to let it go.....and be happy again.

You are in my circle of trusts, hopefully don’t let it break.

2010-04-30T06:43:00.000-07:00

We always talk about people. Especially those people who is attention-seeker. I’ve been here in utp for almost 3 years already. I can see how people change from foundation till now. Dr yg pakai tudung ke x pakai tudung, break pastu couple ngan org nie pastu scandal n desperate, dr nerd trus jd huha x ingat dunia and mcm mcm lagi la. This is kind of people who we always talk about. It is not I don’t like them, but too much stories about them makes me wondered “are they trying so hard to fit in?”

Come on la I am myself don’t fit in with anyone but I have never ever change for no one. Well you can say any bullshit about me go ahead, so do I. So, I hope people don’t get offended what I wrote here because I know all of you going to do the same thing going behind talking about other people.

This is the best reason I don’t let myself get very close to anyone. Because in the end we wont get along and we started to hurt each otha and let us down, had been there done that. Sangat teruk kene sampai x mampu nak nangis. So, I block my mind. Consequently, you won’t see me any near to a thing called mingle around. Well, I’m sucks at it.

If only there is a person who thinks and acts exactly like me, who understand how hard to mingle, who prefer to stay in by appreciating the wonderful time watching TV with a good conversation and food rather than go outing. Yes, it sound bored but hell I like YOU if u r like dat.

Beruang, bkn teddy bear.

2010-04-30T06:31:00.000-07:00

My roomate and I slalu terkejut beruk cm org gila this semester. Sbb kteorg ada beruang dlm rumah kteorg sumpah x tipoow.

*Beruang topless lagi!*

kteorg mmg hidup dlm traumatic la dis sem. before kluar bilik je, mesti pandang kiri kana depan belakang atas bawah to make sure beruang tu xde kt hallway or kitchen or kt toilet. Bler tgh jalan nak gi kitchen pastu ternampak beruang topless trus kteorg jerit lari lintang pukang mcm org gila esp roomate saya.

actually beruang tu ada adalah housemate pelajar dr negara lain yg topless x pakai baju sesuka hati dalam rumah kteorg. pastu dier akan wat muka selamba jeeee jalan2 kt rumah kteorg tanpa segan silu.
if badan cam super-model tu okie la bole la jugak jadi inspirasi utk kteorg. tapi paham paham la badan dier mcmana if dah kteorg panggil dier beruang.

haih mcm mcm tau happened kat block ella. dah bole jadi block utk slot samarinda kt tv3 tu. slalu je dgr org nanges kuat kuat teresak kt floor bawah ella. nanges mcm histeria. sebab kenapa? saya malas la nk bgtau. (sbb bf) opppss, terbgtau. pastu pagi pagi buta je dgr bunyi kucing kuatttt gler tgh buat seks.
*benci sumer kucing kt v3 sbb suka buat hal gatal nak mampos*

saya dah tgk lelaki besi arinie. waaaa sungguh ensem la robert downey jr!
thanks girls!
i'd wonderful time watching ironman and minum soya bean terbaik kt ipoh, funny fountain.

switch on the super-rajin mode.

2010-04-25T18:40:00.000-07:00

muka official nerd for this 3 days.

tests, presentation, assignments n projects bertimbun.

wish me luck!

Saman.

2010-04-25T04:06:00.000-07:00

I announced this sem is my official summone semester!
mcm bangang jeee duit sumer donate kat pak guard, polis, jpj dah seangkatan kaum kerabat sewaktu dgn nyer.

First, I got summone rm30 at Ipoh yg dekat Restoran Hainan Chicken Rice, ntah xingat nama jalan kt situ. We went there for our friday's lunch. It is one of our common place to go there, we had been there for many times already and we never ever paid the parking lot machine yg daif buruk till i thought it did not functions anymore. So, I ignored to pay since before this we did not had any problem with that. Even I saw few cars were also parked there without paying the parking lot machine.
Then, the most frightening park to see a piece of paper slipped through the wiper. (tot it was just a pamplet selling stuff)
Sekali, kene saman ngan Majlis Perbandaran Ipoh for not paying the parking lot machine.
Tahiiiiiii betol first time lak tu.
=(

Second, i think this is the very very common story of UTP student. kekadang ada rasa simpati jugak kat PakGuard UTP. Tp, sape suh saman membabi buta, bermaharajalela tanpa bertimbang rasa, ecehhh dah kluar ayat ayat bombastic. (bombastic la sngt).
It was the day to take our final exam slip. I got barred for taking my final exam slip because I have summones that have not been paid yet. Eh I was like the last time I checked I did not noticed any paper at my car for the entire sem.
So, I went checked for the summone and I have 4 summones, equals to rm120. bapakkk la!

So i double checked with the pakguard and thennnn they were not even my plat number!!! There is only one of the summones is from my plat number and the rest are not mine. So, i told him to check it again.
He came back with the new piece of paper and tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa mcm magic pulak when the plat number were all changed already to my plat number. x rasa cam pelik bin ajaib ke?
I asked him "eh kenapa tetiber tuka lakkk? mcmana bole jadi nie".
He was like malas nak layan meee and still insists me to pay. Gerammm geram tahan jgn marah jgn tengking, sila hormat org tua nie ye elaaa oii.

Thirdly, this happned just now, today. My roomate and I spontaneously decided to go to ol town for breakfast. Well i think every utp student knows there is road-block in front of the campus gate. As usual I always got this adrenaline rush whenever I saw policemen, ntahhh mcm wat salah penjenayah je. So, I acted cool since I had nothing wrong. Pastu police tu pandanggggggg muka saya tetiber dier suh saya parking tepi. cuak cuak cuak!
Sekali dier check lesen saya, dah expired!!! hahahahaha sumpah x tahu selama nie.
Then he asked me, "awak rasa kalau lesen mati kene saman tak?"
ella replied " errr....err...kene kene saman. tapi bole tak if jgn saman saya?"
police itu said " okie xpeeee esok isnin awak renew. dah skang tuka driver, suh kawan awk drive".
Smiling.

Yeahhhh naseb baik tak kene saman. woot woot!

So, to conclude sem nie saya spend rm150 utk just for sume saman saman saya. hebat jugak kan?

btw, last eupho was awesome.

congrats salmah and the swingers!

therenody pown is jaw-dropping performance jugak.

Stereopop, you guys did a good job!

Do all things change?

2010-04-24T09:28:00.000-07:00

21 years of life. In the 21 years of living in the earth, do you think I have learnt a a lot already?
Nursery to primary school to highschool to foundation to deegree.....will be completed, then intern....will be soon starting.
they are all checked! so do think I have matured enough? agak agak dah matang tak?

There is one more thing I always wondered did i change alot from my highschool life to campus life? if we have our form 5 reunion, do my old friends said I change to a better person or worse or just still the same girl as they know the 5 years back.

Then?
In highschool, I was not the girl who mingle around, im not fit in with everyone. only certain people je i can talk a lot to. There is so hard for guys to break the walls.
I was very lazy, sangat susahhhhhhh nak tgk ella study utk test. x penah basuh baju. x penah susah. everything is so easy for me to get what I want. I am very attached to my closest friends. They were like 7 of them in the highschool.
My skin is way lot trouble than now, oily and pimples. Buruk selekeh gler. And skinny.
My communication skills in English is bad indeed.

Now?
Now I'm the girl who still not interested to mingle around(it is just not me-type), but I do have new many friends in fact I make a lot of new awesome friends here! They even become my best friends. However, I had met many people who had hurted me in any such way but thank you. Because of them, I know who are my true friends. I have let few guys to break the wall but things are not what you expected want it to be. Yet, he is still.
In utp, the people here are wayyyy too rajin than my high school. So, I starting to know what is like to be hardworking! heheee I never know the experience to stay late night drink nescafe just the fact to study for tomorrow test, but now I know. mcm jakun glerr!
dah tahu basuh baju. dah tahu susah esp bab makanan.
I am still attached with my highschool friends but at the same time I lost my other few closest friends. We lost contact, only keep in touch through the facebbok.
My skin is way better, still oily and still pimples but less. Addicted to topshop the reason to stop me being selekeh anymore. And still skinny but taller! hehe.
Now, i can talk fluent in English. Im proud of myself!

there are few things change and few remains the same.

Some things is better to stay it dat way and some things should experience changes.

Positive or negative.

So we learnt to appreciate or we learnt to fix the flaws.

Im glad I am change.

To a better one.

Daily Life Quotes

2010-04-22T08:41:00.000-07:00

Maybe we’re not supposed to be happy.

Maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy.

Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what
it is.

Appreciating small victories.

Admiring the struggle it takes to simply be human.

Maybe, we’re thankful for the familiar things we know. And maybe we’re thankful for the things we’ll never know.

At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate.

Foodssssssss!

2010-04-22T03:53:00.000-07:00

Today is Thursay. So I decided to fast today. So, I tag along my friends but as usual only me n mae ended up fasting, Ngehehehe. The whole day good delicioussssssss foods was on my mind. =P

Bestnyerrr if dpt makan mcm nie utk bukak puasa.

Okie im going out to V6 for the butter cheese nan with friends.

Bye!

Self-actualization

2010-04-21T01:07:00.000-07:00

To think of, there is only 1 month left to start my 8 month of internship. Within that 1 month, there will tests, assignments, project and the most crucial part- FINAL EXAM! arghhhhhhhhhh I dont know whether the cuakness is because of the final exam or internship? Im scared the fact that both are coming very near to me!

I really want to have the time where I have nothing to worried about. Just sitting at home watching tv and the mind is empty. har har har har glerr pemalas dowh. Plan for future is one long of list but the thing isI do not want to anything instead!

Im not the type of girl who wants to get marry to the rich young men and sitting at home being the trophy wife. Remind Im not like dat missy.
Still, I dont want all this assignment, works, bla bla bla to get me preoccupied with.

I want something fun and adventerous, Something we call self-actualization! har har har gler la maslow of hierachy.I want to do bungee jumping, water-sports at Bali, go-cart, sky-diving, learn to play drums, dancing salsa.......anything new anything FUN and DIFFERENT!

Do we any job in the market now where we do all this kind of stuff? and then u get actually paid for doing it. har har har melampauuuu. I always wanted to be like Ian Wright in the Discovery Travel Channel. U got paid for travelling? how awesome is that. Yes, i want that.

Who needs pretty expensive clothes good looking guy if you can explore the whole world?

Gosh i like travellig a lot!
I should start saving from now, my pocket money from scholarship plus the salary from Pwc. I already have one plan in mind, to visit my schoolmates at States next year. I still have my visa valid for next 10 years.

*oh missy wake up! wake up! stop berangan cam mat jenin dush dush *&^%$#@!!!*

My study week is in 3 weeks time and all Im think of is to go for a vacation?

Aiyoyoyoyo susah tol jadi perempuan suka berangan.

Okie back to the reality.

I have 3 upcoming tests next week. advanced database, programming and economics!

and the persuasive presentation too.

Okie Bye!

Stay in is new In-Thing.

2010-04-21T00:42:00.000-07:00

the view from my hostel.

perfect sunrise view in the morning and skodeng time at the night. *yikes! kiddin*

v3d-s3-2

The hot sunny sun awaits?

Neh, the reason to stay in. =)

But nothing can compete this!

Missing this in the 3 weeks time.

When we were young

2010-04-12T08:22:00.000-07:00

Tadi bukak pose ngan dieorg kt v4, rasa lama sangat x dok satu meja ngan dieorg, slalu makan kt luar je hehe.
Mae, Nad, Eli n Yaya.
It feels like we were back in foundation kat v2 dulu dulu hehee. oh I miss V2!

And then my-used-to-be-crush when I was in foundation was passing by.
Awwwwww lagi lagi la teringat zaman foundation!
*peluh peluh* *falls of the chair*

Homesick

2010-04-02T07:07:00.000-07:00

I miss everyone at home.
Homesick!
2 weeks already.
1 week to go.

Nak balik. =(

Arsenal

2010-04-02T06:31:00.000-07:00

There are always list of things you want to do before you turn 21 or 30 years old or before you get married or before you die. You must have a wishlist, it excites you to keep through with you life and many joy aheads. Well, I have fullfilled one of my wishlist before I turn 21.
Watching any live Arsenal Match!
It is one of best experience ever, trust me it is totally different than any match you watched at home or mamak with ur friends. It is definetly jaw-dropping moment! *ella tutup mulut dun worry this is not a dream*

You can heard the crowds all the time shouting for Arsenal and that night was friggin cold I almost got freezed but all they wore just a shortsleeve Arsenal Jersey and a glove? Wow.
It was a semi-final Carling Cup, Arsenal vs Man City. Eventhough most of the players are not from the first team, but I met Arsene Wenger! He is the same old folks as in the television.

The Arsenal supporters even shouted "Fuck Adebayor's mother" and they have this one song where they all sang together as the same thing they said fuck Adebayor's mother. Hahahahah I bet they were all drunk by that time. Too bad Man City kick Arsenal ass that night by 3-1. End of the match, all people were still happy no matter they lose or win. Then, we all went straight to our hotel and sleep till we were late for our breakfast because we have a long journey all they way drive from London to Manchester City Stadium.

And I want to do it all over again, perhaps end of this year kan visitin org tu?
hahaha London, i should start thinkin to pursuing my studies there.
Insyallah, the journey will be intern at PWC, final year project, graduate n Acca!
=)

7.00 am.

2010-04-02T05:02:00.000-07:00

Sunrise is one of the best thing you can see at UTP.

Woke up early on Saturday, sunrise, gossip, camwhore session, bfast at Otown and sleep till afternoon.

Meet The Super Pet.

2010-04-02T04:56:00.000-07:00

Hye my name is Domo.

I am the coolest creature coz my teeth is crooked and I don mind showing it off to people.

Awwww dont giggle so much because of me coz dun worry I'm already know Im cute.

So cepattt go buy me as ur pet and chihuahua is so last season la Paris!

And this is my owner. Sewel Mereng so dont go near!

Dont talk to me today.

2010-03-30T23:30:00.000-07:00

The above quote is only for today.

Today I am so not in the good mood. It seems like everyone is trying to test my temper and I am so on my last nerves. However, it is not because of them the reason is.

It is me.

Sometimes I don't get along with people, in the end whatever they did will pissed me off.

I am so sorry if I do not realized I am being a jerk, sorry guys.

weekend.

2010-03-29T06:23:00.000-07:00

I bumped to one or two of my friends when they were on the way for jamming.
Then I was like wondering and then popped out "oh yeah forgot eupho is coming".
Hehe I still remember those days I carried that super heavy keyboard around and practising the same two songs again and again everyday. I also remember how clueless I am on keyboard, feeling akward replacing piano to keyboard. That hot jamming room and bumped to other senior bands who I recognized them through previous final euphonious and I was like "fuyoooo dier yg terrer maen drum tu kan". huhu.
The adrenaline rush few days before perform.

And also being the comitee itself having a such experience.
But this time around, I'm a full time audience and voters.
Sorry for not joining guys.
Good luck all musicians and play good because I will be voting you guys fairly.

I like this kind of feeling.

2010-03-29T06:03:00.000-07:00

I never thought how excited the orphanages to use the computers. They pretty like the use of the computer! I can see the happy faces when we taught them how to create an email. When they have one in yahoo and gmail already, they go spread to others. They were proudly to have one and they started to note down everyone email in the piece of paper. Then, they started sending them with the content like" heylooo buat apa tuuu? seronok la dpt dtg sini". Awwwwww. When they were so excited to know and learn, I get even more excited macam happy dpt teach dieorg eventhough i think it is the simpliest thing where everyone knows it. But computer kt lab sometimes lembap internet connection and there was somthing wrong on gmail.There is this one kid i taught her, her name is eika. I can see she was so upset because she cannot send email to her friends and she had to move to other computer. Well, i tried my best to cheer her up by opening youtube.

oh yeah i think they like youtube the most kot, there was this one time i felt like I was in cc. Bunyi Naruto, ade tgk puteri bunian kt tv3, tgk cartoon. hahaha well they request so i was like " okie kakak bukak youtube nak tgk cter apa tadi? spongebob?"
Sometimes, I felt like a lab instructor! too bad i dont teach c++, netbins or oracle. Saya ajar microsoft word, email and internet explorer je to the orphanages. hehe.

We all had such a good time. It is the most sempoi and cool event I've ever participated. I never went through this such experience, you know dealing with the orphanages it was my first time. Ella nie xdelah byk sngt masuk event setakat eupho, CIS deanlist award, Syntech tu je la pownn. Balik kl tu kire event ella plng active haha.

But I like JTECHX(Junior Technology Exploration) the most! =)

nak ajar budak budak nie belajar computer lagi, looking foward. next time kter ajar powerpoint or adobe ke.
ataupown kter ajar visual basic buat system? hahahahaha ella pown noob kot.

what if.

2010-03-27T08:35:00.000-07:00

hehehehehe i think this one lil bit funny, it triggers me to giggle and smiling for no reason.

did it reminds of anyone? perhaps so.

well it could be myself, or you or the person you always stalk their photos on fb and said

"i bet this guy/girl is happening siot!"

midsem break

2010-03-19T10:01:00.000-07:00

These are what I've learnt/talked/gossiped/know/ask/everything la on my midsem break

Alif Aziz on his Cinta videoclip (my bestie discovered the video when we were karok-ing) is super deliciously hot! sumpah weyhhhh i'm melting like a sundae choc ice-cream under the hot sunny sun. He looks so yummy till it makes me want to taste him like a lollipop candy (horny sngt nie hehe). We watched it all over again and again (we hold the mic but we didnt sing pown instead we just jaw-dropping or we shouted " omg omg omg omg omg cute cute awwwwwwwwwwwwwww arghhhhh look look his eyes) all of sudden then it popped out in my head "goshhhh he look someone I knew back in London" haha siket siket laaaa.
when you are about to graduate, you would get through the pre-graduate syndrome, like what my sister is having now. She said she gonna miss everything back at the university, the adrenaline rush of having dateline of assignment, going to classes n so on the campus life. she don't know what else she gonna do when she finished university. the stress in the office? or having difficulties meeting up her roomate and friends? alaaaa chill la bobo. .............mcm my brothers said kejap je tu pre-graduate syndrome once dah dpt gaji, kebushhhhh everything gone! hope so laaa since my sister lmbt je lagi nak kejee, acca dah menunggu.

so emma cheer up dun be sad okie?

wait for me on June where together we team up to be the coolest of being loser!

cunnnnnnnnn.

*the big relief sigh here* Alhamdullilah, I've already obtained my intership placement. Fuhhh lega abis weyh serious if not nak blaja pown susah asyik pikir jee ade ke org nak hired org x seberapa pandai ni tuk keje ngan company dieorg. Thanks pwc, looking foward on June. The moment Ive got confirmation from the company, trus went shopping for my very first formal office attire! Shoes i need new shoes! eyes on the prize for the Nina West. but too bad it is a sandall. I dont think I will be needed that sandall for my office attire, but but but I dun like high heels......at all. Flat rules! But whatever it is I'm so glad that this is the company I really really want to work for. =)
Always help and accompany your friend to buy present for her boyfie eventhough you are single and not mingle. It's pretty fun too kan cik illi? Who knows it will passed up the luck to you kan? hahaha.
Noktah Cinta by Hafiz, currently is my fav song in my playlist. Layannn lagu nieeeeeeeeee, serious rasa cam nak naek atas stage nyanyi.
Crussin' with new ride and it is such a head-turner for everyone, totally made us feel so gooddddddddd. Super hot car! Cayala mummy and abah hehehehehehehe.

Unfortunately, Sunday is coming near. It means it is time to go back to UTP already. =(

However, i miss my UTP friends eventhough i meet them everyday, i still miss the time when we do something fun.

Jom tgk sunrise like we used to?

De Chis

2010-03-05T19:01:00.000-08:00

Rindu la korang, sumer busy je.

I miss this, us!

This is to you bitch.

2010-03-04T00:34:00.000-08:00

Okie this time around you really did piss me off. You are so over the limit.
First, I was being cool about you teased me and told your stupid jokes in front of people.
Yeah, I did laugh because I don’t want to be rude.
I did not mind because I know what you said it is just a piece of shit.

But now you go beyond the boundaries.
Come on la bitch you don’t have to tease other people just because you feel insecure of yourself.
Then you go running into people telling others? Fuck.
It was so silly that don’t actually you look yourself at the mirror?

*lain la if muka ko hot mcm pan-asian ke, tinggi n badan hot ke

nie setakat muka mcm tu dah la kempeng pastu kecik pendek lak tu tlg laa*

Or I bet they were too many people telling how you "really" look until you becomes psycho and then you try to pass the negative vibe to other people so that now you feel better. Then, you attacked me who I did not do any wrong to you.

Please, grow up alright. Don’t wasting your 4 years and a half at university to become of what a person you are now.

“None of these girls are worth humiliating, looking at the mirror will do that for them"

Im so sorry for the rude post and all the bad words.

But if u know how big damages she had done to me, you know how it feels like.

Fuhhh lega.

2010-03-01T06:14:00.000-08:00

Still remeber the last post I said

"Well, the winner always comes first to step in front right? bajet la tuuu."

Alhamdulillah....i think it becomes true. hehe =)

let's pain the town in our colour!

2010-03-01T06:07:00.000-08:00

To the bapok girls teehe (u know who you are alaaaa yg suka karok berjam2 x ingt dunia sampai kasi pecah gelas n sorok!),

Korang bler nak vacation trip lg?
*bler nak 2 hours roadtrip drive without air-cond?
bler nak let's do sumthing dat doesnt need us to puke dizzyness?*

(haha lek lek la luu jokin je =p)

Come on girls let's do something adventure this time.
My mid-sem hols is still not occupied with nothing.

jom plan!

from:
ur kacak fren who is dying for sumthing fun!

Norbit.

2010-02-27T08:22:00.000-08:00

awwww this is very adorable....remind that im not a big fan of cats but I just cant resist this picture!

It makes me want to jump into the picture and cuddle it. =)

But.........

now anything cant top our Mr Norbit, the newest and cutest member in he family.

Norbit? Yes the name is taken from the movie Norbit.

The Latimore Brothers and Rasputia siapa?

hik hik.

Say hello to Norbit.

*eli nak ella bw balik utp? mesti suka kan hik hik*

Girl talk.

2010-02-27T06:43:00.000-08:00

Today 27th Feb........

Girl 1: alaaa malas la nak pegi kenduri kawen.

Girl 2: haihhh pegi laa nanti ko kawen xde sape nak pegi.

Girl 1: ade.....kau.

Girl 2: haha aah kan. Kalau sumeorg dtg but aku je yg x dtg, ko x leh kawen gak.

Lepas tu sedang passing by the neighbourhood in Kelana Jaya....

Girl 2: Ntah ntah nie rumah Boy 1.

Girl 1: seriouss? =) (Grinninggg)

Family plng cool.

2010-02-26T08:43:00.000-08:00

If there are such thing like "the most happening family" award, without hesitation I will give it to them.

The tok su family because from the grandmother to the sons to the daughter in laws to the cucu cucu,

sume cool and sempoi gler. And they r always the one who came fashionably late teehe.

Salute to them! =)

Stop being silly girl.

2010-02-26T08:30:00.000-08:00

I still remember I used to be a star wars freak. I'm a big fan of the movie untill I cried when the part Anakin Skywalker said
"One day I will be the most powerful jedi I'll ever be". Then there was the shoot he was riding a floating motorcycle just after he found out his mother get killed by the alien sumthing whatsoever I dun remember. Starting from that, he gradually became evil since he could not control his anger.
Dangg shit Im a Star Wars nerd la. Serious weyh. I still remember too after I watched the premiere of Star Wars Episode 3: Revenge of the Sith then on the evening, my sister and I played badminton in the evening outside our house. Come on I was still form 3 kot time tu what else did you expect for the form 3 girl to do kan? xkan laa nak pegi kluar lepak kedai mamak lak hehe. In the middle of playing badminton, "weyhh aku sedih la x dpt terima anakin jd darth vader because Hayden Christensen is so damnnn hot, Im meltinnnnnnnnnnnnnn".

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
So, now the reason I freakin obssesed with Star Wars is beause the boyish hotness of the actor anakin it self = Hayden Christensen,
See I always fall for the boyish type of look untill I got all obssesed with the movie which most of the fans are nerd.
Serious x bole tahan seyhhh *&^%$# *gatal*%^%!! esp when the hotness part mix it with the sort of the bad side of him.
However frankly speaking I dont like the bad-boy type, only in the movie.
For in real life, michael cerra and adam brody is making my heart pounding very fast. Nerdyy is the new word for HOT.

Star Wars the new version. Episode 3.5: Attack of the Losers

Hot Hot Heat.

2010-02-23T08:02:00.000-08:00

Panas sangat kot.
Mmg best pown bler bgn tido mcm br lepas balik jogging, lepas mandi pown basah sbb peluh.
Baju mcm bole perah sbb peluh, kulit dah mcm nak sama dgn warna hitam tu hehehe.
Otak pening pusing pusing, sekali tgk langit warna kekadang mcm oren mirinda tu.
We keep goin naggin bout it the whole time but in the end apa bole buat?

Utp, Tronohville mmg terbaik. Cuaca dier buang saya nak pegi kelas selalu. (sacrastic sngt tuuuu =p)

Doing okay, still breathing and smiling. =)

2010-02-22T02:01:00.000-08:00

It seems like everyone looks tired today. I had a pretty long tiring day too.
And I have PCS(professional communication skills in case you havent heard it hehe) presentation this wednesday and we did not have any topic yet and the time is running out! oh chill chill missy.
Thanks to the very little amout of luck I have for all this while, Im the one who picks the draw and oh yeah babeyhh we are the lucky number 1. Well, the winner always comes first to step in front right? hahaa bajet la tuu.

well nothing much to blog about for now, so anything better i will write up .
and i just love my new gadget, addicted to it.
toodles!

if it's good, wonderful. if it's bad, experience.

2010-02-16T06:15:00.000-08:00

There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone and trying to fix everything,
but it's not giving up.
It's realizing that you dont need certain people and their crap. =)

Mana korang?

2010-02-15T07:13:00.000-08:00

Spread the happiness in the air!

2010-02-15T07:10:00.000-08:00

I always love the family time, where all the time left in a day had been spent together with your love ones. When we were all together in one car or in one table, I forgot all the troubles I had, all the things I did not have, all the things that made me sad.....they are all gone like a dust in the air. My sis and I were always sat at the back of car and we were gossipin about guys and laughing over stupid things that doesnt made sense untill we annoyed every single one in the car especially the driver who is our brother, aman. We always complained our status never been upgraded to the front seat since we were always all the time sat at the back of the car. Our status is the same as bibik eton, dok blakang je kejeee. We also laughed over how abah can be very funny in a certain case and listen to mummy stories espcially time zaman2 muda. One thing about our family, we are just certaintly sarcastics about everything, dat is how we membahan and teasing each other. Sometimes the sarcatisc tu melebih lebih sampai menusuk jiwa kalbu, but then we laughed at each other and we did not care about being teased. That's just the way we are. If it happend to other people, I bet they burst into tears but for us, we are already imuned. hik hik.

where? where?

2010-02-08T22:27:00.000-08:00

arghhhhhhhh I do not know where to do my internship yet. and I think the time is running out.

It makes me headache to really consider all the opportunities the host company willl offer for as well as Im not sure what speacialization area Im looking for. then lps tu nak oil n gas ke? nak audit firm ke? airlines company ke?

oh dangg i'm tangled up.

I should ask a help. Perhaps the senior? or my sis emma coulde lend a pretty good help too.

I scream for ice cream.

2010-02-06T04:13:00.000-08:00

ingat x dulu dulu slalu makan ice cream dlm plastik tu? dah x ingat nama tp dah lama nak makan ice cream tu. yeahh arini dapat!

oh yeah today i went for a carwash at utp and my car was all cleaned up already. then it was raining. yeahh mmg terbaik. could the day gettin any better? ( bosan bole mati kt sini the reason I often blog just for one day)

Mr Barton is the best clown ever!

2010-02-06T03:47:00.000-08:00

Everyone, I mean every single one including pakcik makcik nenek org katerer jiran were having fun during Erina's 4th Birthday Party. Credits to who? Mr Barton The Clown. He did a pretty good job, eh wait an excellent job! Everyone managed to put on smile and let it out their child inner side. Everyone went back happily with a ballon he made specially to everyone of us, I like mummy 50 carat baloon ring and my niece skywalker jedi. I have one too, my small baloon teddybear.

I Love You Erina, nothing can beat our love towards you. If they an obstacles for us to keep giving our love to you, we will find a way to break it. I hope our promise for you to be the happiest kid on thay day was fully accomplished. hik hik =)

The world awaits for Ella Elma.

2010-02-06T00:33:00.000-08:00

I'm not perfect, but the people around me make me perfect.

Hehehehehehehehehehehe.
Sitting in front of the laptop, chatting with you makes me grinning already.

Photobooth always made my day!

2010-02-06T00:22:00.000-08:00

My classes now are only on Monday till Thursay. So, my Friday now is dedicated for sure for tido or balik kl or if I have tests or assignment in the coming week, I would have study.

Since this is still my 2nd week of sem, we were blank to do what. Going to Ipoh is another lame excuses. Sorry I’m not intended to tease Ipoh or what but seriously I dunno what else to do there.

However as Im stated i dun have tests and im not goin back KL --> jalan jalan je la Ipoh. We ate lunch at our fav spot Tasik Raban, watch cinema The tooth Fairy and we had our cam-whore session with my girllsss. Dah balik utp, tido! Hujan plak tu kan, dreamlalalaland.

Im an old lady.

2010-02-03T22:52:00.000-08:00

haihh im back at utp. finally kan? since people kept goin askin where da heck ella went to?
I was quite suprsing that people would realized because i was always be the missing person way back before this. I tot they paham paham la kenapa kan, extend cuti sendiri. No, it did not meant I always skipped classes. Noted that im a student who might said 80 percent going to class throughout the sem but phusshhhh! -> im all gone by weekend, ella cannot be found jumaat dah hilang hik hik hik.

refer back to the title, YES! IM AN OLD LADY. haha not by phsically la i still dun have the wrinkles all dat till i have to injected botox then. It is more to becoming senile from days to days. First I forgot to bring all barang barang kebersihan diri -> bedak, deodorant, shampoo badan, and the most imporant stuff--> my life save cleanser specially delivered by Dr Ranjeet ( famous dowh doctor nie kt subang). I have to shooping till I drop at rahmat to buy all dat stuff eventho i will be goin to JJ tomorrow. I couldnt stand 2 days with my barang barang kebersihan diri so i cant even wait to but dat stuff at JJ esok eventho there will be many options at Watson. hik hik.

To strongly support the tittle, petang semalam when i took my evening shower, i shampoo my self with a body lotion! pelik la where the heck are the bubbles? asal licin gler bodywash nie? shit it was a body lotion!

well, lepas nie kene beli byk kismis starts from today.

Utp asal panas gler? to top it off the first day I returned to utp, my car cannot start. Battery kete kong la beb! So asked pakcik cina bw kete laju gler( my roomate new bf haha) kt bengkel dekat ngan kfc tu wat jumpstart and then tuka battery, problem solved. But remind again time tu panas gler gler!

Bday

2010-01-24T23:04:00.001-08:00

To Suhaili peminat fanatik adnan sempit.

I know this one might be a teeny weeny itsy bitsy late, but a wish is still wish. (sms and fb checked, now blog checked!)

Happy Belated 21st Birtday Suhaili "Eli"

Never mind I guess the more late I wish, the few days younger you get, teehe. Sayang you babe!

Yours truly,

Gtalk partner and long lost western bfast partner.

trippin'

2010-01-24T22:53:00.000-08:00

say hello frisco! can i stay? i dun want to go back.
but, i miss my friends already esp the one at toronto. =p

the loyal companion

2010-01-21T05:01:00.000-08:00

Freakin shit I so like this thing, Domo-Kun! I dont know which part of you that can be called "alolololo comelnyer dier". You feel so fluffy to be hug. you are there when I need one, never fail to accompany me. =)

Erina is turning 4 years old!

2010-01-15T04:27:00.000-08:00

One years old

Two years old

Three years old

Tomorrow is Erina Aisyah's 4th birthday party. How time flies so fast, you are one big baby girl already sayang. I miss you so muchhh I want to hug and bite you like what you always did to your aunties and left the kiss bites at our hand teehe. So edward cullen!

*will be uploading the pictures soon!*

the happy scales

2010-01-14T07:26:00.000-08:00

This is me chilling out with my sis.

I love that we never run of things to say to each other.

XX Ella.

My new current obssesion. L.A Candy A novel by Lauren Conrad is one must-read novel. It is so addictive, it makes me want to go on and on reading it chapter by chapter without bothered to stop eventhough the clocks already ticks 2am. I'd just bought it yesterday at Kinokuniya with my bestie, Sara and Jufri. I have already finished it half of the book today. It was quite impressive since Im not a big fan of novel, I just read a novel when I was really really bored so it explains perfectly why. Before this, I am more of magazine type fo girl. I am a reading a storybook now. Yes I have become such a nerd and boring girl. I dont go dating, clubbing, late night mamak anymore and what the heck I am book whore now? haha. Furthermore, I am a big fan of Lauren Conrad. =)

No emoticon is right for this feeling.

2010-01-11T08:34:00.001-08:00

All of sudden I think about my future. Whenever the result is coming out, I will start shivering and mind also starts to wonder will this result is going to shape my future? I think I have studied much but still it is so hard for me to cope with. I guess I still not giving my 100%. I don’t know whether the course I’m taking is the right for me. Hmm. I will be doing my internship soon and few years later I will be graduated. By the year of 22, I will be in the working phase. I think the 22 is too early for me to wear an office formal attire. I will or I MUST continue my studies until I am 25. Then, I will start working and by the age of 27, I will get married. Well, we are just human who are so good in planning but what happened is all decided by Allah. Still, I am scared now for my result. Cuak =(

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2010-01-08T07:02:00.000-08:00

A - Age: 20
B - Bed size: Single bed
C - Chore you hate: “bler result kluar?” “Jgn pegang gigi!”
D - Dog’s name: Domo. Haha as if.
E - Essential start your day: Look at the mirror and then toilet.
F - Favorite colors: Black and purple.
G - Gold or Silver: Both.
H - Height: 5’7. Mcm lagi tinggi je dah.
I - Instruments you can play: Piano and keyboard.
J - Job title: Student, bibik and driver to my mom.
K – Kids: Adorable, messy, mengada and fun! and I want many of them in my future.
L - Living: Bungalow.
M - Most consumed beverage: Sirap
N - Nicknames: ella, el,
O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth: suspected dengue, head surgery.
P - Pet Peeve: Hmm..... cant think one.
Q - Quote from movie: “You are the cheese to my macaroni.”
R - Right or left handed: Right!
S - Siblings: 5 including me :)
T - Time you wake up: Morning
U - Underwear: Panties! =)
V - Vegetable you dislike: Petola? Betul ke eja nie.
W - Workout style: Lying down at sofas watching E!
X - X-rays you’ve had: Well a lot! Teeth for my braces. Head for jatuh tangga, Tulang belakang for naturally has tulang belakang bengkok and hand for expected retak tulang.
Y - Yesterday’s best moment: Wonderful trip with my friends.
Z - Zoo favorite: I dont like Zoo, it smell stinks!